The Purpose Of Change

Chapter 4

Short chapter only...

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Do you imagine your life without all of this? Facing a beautiful view in the evening with cold breeze and fresh air. Because me? I can't. My life as Ashley Craig will not be complete without it's beauty in all aspects.

"Are you ready for a talk?" Bella asked me

"I think I am Bel." I answered

"I just want to tell you that I stalked him not because I don't like him for you, I did it because I wanted to know if he's really worthy to be part of your life." She explained

"Just say straight to the point." I calmly said

"Okay! Ash?

I think Vince has a girlfriend." she said, worried in all her system

I looked at her with a shocking reaction. What the hell is that?

"Are you sure about that Bel? Who's the girl?" I asked her immediately

"I saw him with someone. They're linking arms, I even saw him kissing her but I never saw who she is."

"It's not good to judge something that isn't clear Bel. How sure you are that it is Vince?" I asked her straight to her eyes

"I saw what I saw Ash. It's him, I know him very well remember? We both had a crush on him when we're in freshmen. We stalked him, we knew things about him together.

I'm....

I'm sorry Ash but I want to open your eyes to reality. Not all good deeds shown to us was true, some were lies made by pretenders."

"Bella... Just..just don't tell the others." I hardly said

I think any minute my tears will flow and I don't want that to happen.

"I'm sorry Ash. I know you're hurt even you told me your not so attached but I know you are. You won't get hurt and you won't cry if you don't."

I looked at her and smiled. I even asked her to go to slept because it's getting late. I just want to be alone for a moment. I want to let go of this feeling through crying but I can't, I can't let her see me broken so badly.

Is this gonna be my 3rd heartache? For someone who never had a boyfriend, it's complicated. Maybe life is that equitable.

I remained silent and I silently cried. I want to talk to him. I want to know why? Am I too much to let him wait for almost a year. I'm just waiting for him to ask me again.

Why is it so unfair when it comes to love, that the person who loves someone wholeheartedly always losses? What's wrong to love? Why is it always us? Why pain really loves us?

Last time I told myself, I won't be a burden that's why I want my bestfriend to stop guarding me. But if he knows about this he won't leave me and even my family will tell him not to leave my side, and that will be unfair to him especially to her.

I hugged myself because the air is getting cold. My tears dried up already. I'm also getting sleepy. And when I decided to go to my room someone hugged me from behind. No one spoke, only the sounds of nature will hear. I didn't want to break the hug as it gives me comfort.

"If you want to cry, cry. Don't be afraid to let others know your weakness, every one of us has it. But don't cry for someone who's not worthy for your tears. Don't let them break you, don't let them shake your world. It's just someone who comes and makes you happy but someone who's unworthy to stay. Always remember even all of them left, I will always stay even you don't want me to. I will always be in your world to protect you and to take away those who will hurt you. I will always be that someone I promise you since we were little. I will always be you savior in your every pain. And I am always here to listen, I can also be you punching bag and your shoulder to cry on. Your Prince Philip will always be here for you, my Aurora."  he said and faced me.

I smiled and hugged him tight. He really knows how to comfort me when I'm in pain.

"Thank you Harv! Thank you for not leaving me even you already have Fiona." I'm grateful for the friendship that we have.

"We're inseparable Ash! No one will make us apart. Even we have our own family and we already have kids, I think nothing will change. You will always be my Aurora and I am always be your Prince Philip."

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