Narration
There she was, sitting at the veranda of their house under the moonlight, singing her heart out
~Standing face to face wrapped in your embrace~ She's reminiscing all their memories. On how they started, and how it ended up devastatingly.
~Wrapped in your embrace I don't wanna let you go but you're already gone~ She loves him so much to the point the pain can kill her anytime. She should, no, she MUST let go of him. She shan't be selfish.
~Now you kiss my cheek soft and bittersweet I can read it in your eyes baby, this is our goodbye~ But wait, is she being selfish? All she want was to spend forever with him, is spending forever with him selfish? He even told her to think of his situation. It's hard for his part. Isn't it hard for hers, too?
~Nothing more to say, nothing left to break. I keep reaching out for you hoping you might stay~ She stopped when the string from her guitar broke. She wiped her tears and decided to chill and drink her favorite chocolate drink, Chuckie,on the nearest convenient store.
Meanwhile...
Sinabi sakanya ng pinsan niya na ipapalabas siya sa noontime show ng network nila. Nagtaka pa nga ang pinsan niya kung bakit parang hindi siya excited at natutuwa sa first exposure niya.
Oo nga naman. Eto naman ang kagustuhan niya, diba? Bakit hindi niya magawang magsaya sa napili niya? Ginusto niya ito, walang pumilit sakanya na gawin iyon. Choice niya ito.
Lubos na naguguluhan sa mga pangyayari, napagdesisyunan niyang magmuni muni na lang---and that means tumugtog.
~She left town early on Friday. Headin' down to family in New Orleans. Said she needed to feel the sun on her face, talk it out with herself, try to get things staright. Lord all I know is I don't wanna breathe~ Talaga nga namang parang naka tadhana na siya ay kumanta. Laging lahat ng kinakanta niya ay naaayon sa sitwasyon. Maniwala kayo't sa hindi, hindi niya pinagiisipan ang tutugtugin niya---naaayon lahat sa kanyang nararamdaman
~I wish I was cold as stone, then I wouldn't feel a thing. I wish I didn't have this heart, then I wouldn't know the sting of the rain. I could stand strong and still, watching you walk away. I wouldn't hurt like this, or feel so alone. I wish I was cold as stone~ Nararamdaman. Ano nga ba ang nararamdaman niya ngayon?--- Kalungkuta't pagsisisi.
Ilang araw niyang pinipigilan ang sarili niya, sa wakas, naamin niya din sa sarili niya---na nasasaktan din siya sa nangyayari. Ilang araw na rin niyang pinipigilan ito---ang umiyak. Saksi ang lalim ng gabi---ang mga buwan at bituin, ang mga crickets, ang mga puno, ang ugoy ng hangin---sa kanyang sakit na nararamdaman.
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Silang dalawa ay may isa lang na nararamdaman para sa isa't isa---pagmamahal--na may halong panghihinayang, sakit at pagsisisi
End of Chapter Nine
12/12/14 6:55 PM
P.S Oo, alam ko. Ang ganda nung kanta noh? :"> xD Yung kanta talaga yung nagdala eh hahaha
P.P.S Ano tagalog ng crickets? :3 Arigatou :3
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