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B R Y S O N
It's been a week since that whole situation happened with Aaliyah and losing our babyboy but gaining a babygirl. That shit kinda hit different cuz I lose niggas everyday but at least they were able to breathe, walk and talk but my son never got the chance to do that due to sum bitch ass ass niggas.
I remembered two weeks ago like we were just coming up with girl and boy names for the the baby now it was this name that Liyah came up with that was different. It was Bakari Adonis Johnson which means noble promise and god's blessing like he was going to be a blessing now. Bakari was going to change the world for the better now I know and feel that he was going to be like his pops, a coldhearted nigga.
When Liyah woke up the next day like I knew it was going to be hella hard to tell her cuz how are you supposed to tell the person who was catching your seed that we lost our babyboy but gained a babygirl as a blessing. But when I told her then Aaliyah broke down crying now I'm not going to lie and say that I didn't when I did too. This news broke both of us to the core like we will never be the same after this, to be honest.
Now these niggas think it's cool to take my son life then I guess they momma gon think it's much cooler when I take their son life, huh? Every nigga that I kill for now on is for my son. Imma show these pussy niggas not to ever fuck with the Johnsons now if you ever do then get ready for war now. Everything that I do now is for Barkai because this is...
Bakari's World!
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A A L I Y A H
When Bryson told me that we were expecting a son but to find out we lost him too like that truly damaged me to the core. I am thankful to gain a blessing in having a babygirl now I know my son is going to watch over his sister regardless. Just talking bout it or thinking bout it like it hurts so much. I will never be the same after this like it will always be that one piece of my heart that is gone.
A piece of me left when god called my son home forever...
I looked at the pictures that Bryson took a couple of weeks ago at his house like I started smiling but that turned into tears quickly then I decided to post it on instagram.
aaliyahx: mommy will miss you💔, watch over your sister while she's here on this hateful planet called earth... just know yo parents gotcha love. It's crazy how you won't be able to take your first step or say mommy and daddy or experience the love that we would have shown you due to heartless people that thought it was funny to take you from your family. For now and forever, it will always be Barkai's World🌎!
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I put my phone down so I could turn on my side to look out the window. It's crazy how things can change so quickly like went from being pregnant with a boy to losing him now gaining a whole new blessing. I'm not going to complain cuz there is alot of people who don't have that opportunity to have another kid or have kids at all.
I just wish my mom was here to tell me that it will be okay baby. We all will get through this painful death right now and help me as a mother of losing her first child and be that shoulder that I can cry on right now. I know that I have family and Bryson's family but all I truly want is my mom to be here by my side while I'm going through this, to be honest.
Thinking bout this whole thing has me going from sad to mad because I'm hurt bout losing my first son but I'm fucking heating that sum fuck niggas thought it was funny as hell to kill my baby and almost killed me too. Now my blood is boiling right now because I want revenge for taking my damn son away.
Til we get justice for Bakari, it's fuck the world...
