DEAR DIARY [JENLISA]✔️

SEPTEMBER.

SEPTEMBER.

Entry# 267

23rd of September. The day of our evaluation. Diary, I have to tell you something. She's avoiding me. She's obviously trying to avoid being alone with me. I don't know but it annoys me. I'm not even on my right mind when I did that... that kiss. Well, just fucking good luck me with this test and wish I can survive this.

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I sighed and grunted for the nth time. The auditorium of the university is starting to be filled by the other students. And my so called partner is still nowhere to be found.

"Why so grumpy, Jen?" Nayeon asked as she sat beside me, joining me in staring at the people arriving. She's already wearing her clothes that she'll use at the performance.

I slumped back on my seat and grunted. "You know how much I hate crowd right?" I uttered and closed my eyes.

I heard her softly chuckled and tapped my head. "Right! But you'll be fine." she said as she took my hand and gave it a squeeze. "Wait. Shouldn't you and Lisa start preparing right now?" she asked and the image of her with unknown look flashed on my mind that made me opened my eyes.

I shook my head to wash away the image. "I don't know. I haven't seen her since earlier."

"Well, I need to go. Jeong must be looking for me." Nayeon once again tapped my head before leaving me.

"I'm sorry I'm late. Something urgent happened." Lisa explained as she barged in inside our room. She hurriedly approached me and took a seat. I silently watched her as she heaved a sigh before looking at me.

"Let's start." she mumbled and take her outfit on her bag. "I'll just change first." And I just nodded at her as response.

As we both finished our make-up (in an awkward silence), Nayeon along with Chaeyoung suddenly came inside.

Nayeon playfully whistled and poked Lisa's arm. "Hey there, hottie." she flirtatiously said. I secretly narrowed my eyes on her action and quickly dismissed it.

"You look beautiful, Unnie." Chaeng spoke that made me averts my gaze on her. I softly smiled at her and looked down to my outfit before thanking her.

My gaze immediately diverts when I heard Lisa laughed with Nayeon who I think was leaning closer to her. I looked away when I felt my heart constricted for unknown reason.

A knock startled the two and unfamiliar guy holding a small bouquet of daisy flower peeked on the door. He roamed his eyes and stopped at Lisa.

"Lisa." He called her and waved at her. "Bam?" Lisa confusedly responded and quickly approached the guy.

The guy named Bam smiled fondly at her and lifted up the flowers. "You forgot this at the car." he said and gave it to Lisa.

"You got this! I'll be watching you, okay?" He tapped Lisa's head and winked at her and closing the door.

"Is that your boyfriend, Lali?" Nayeon excitedly asked as if she's not flirting at her earlier. I rolled my eyes on her. Seriously bunny. "You look good together anyways." Lisa just gave a forced smile at her and shrugged.

After that, for the first time after the incident, she finally stared at me in the eyes. The constrictions on my heart earlier just worsen when that ghostly look passed again on her eyes. "I-I need to go at the restroom."

I stayed for a minute, calming myself. Really? What's this feeling? Did I develop feelings for her? Heaving a deep breath, I looked at myself at the mirror. That can't be the reason right?