DEAR DIARY [JENLISA]✔️

OCTOBER.

OCTOBER.

Entry# 297

This is it. Those whole months I've been thinking, I should probably confess to her. I can't believe it took me a month before I can find my courage to tell her. I just want to let out all of these feeling that I have for her. I think if I didn't say it, it will consume me and I'm afraid of what might happen to me. I just hope I'm not that late to realize all these feelings I have for her.

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"It's weird." Nayeon mumbled as she stared out of nowhere. She sighed in disappointment and lean on her hand that was resting on her desk.

"Was it just me or everyone can notice it too?" she mumbled again and I eyed her weirdly as she sighed once again.

"What?" I finally asked when she didn't talk.

She turned to me and lean. "I think this past few weeks, I seldomly see Lisa." she said and pouted. I frowned at her and shrugged.

"Maybe she's just busy." I responded and act like it wad nothing to me. Not fully admitting that I did noticed it too and it kind of bothered me in a bad way.

She dramatically groaned and buried her head on her arms again. "You think so? Actually, I saw her earlier with Ms. Solar." she uttered and shook her head after. "Never mind. She might be at the studio later."

"Unnie, I'm going to go at the faculty first." Chaeyoung informed as she hurriedly stacked her things in her locker. "I'll just meet you and Nayeon unnie at the studio." she added and abruptly ran away.

I sighed in exhaustion and goes back on fixing my own things on my locker. Earlier, Nayeon told me that she needs to go at the library to return the book she borrowed. Guess I'll be walking alone. I thought as I closed my locker.

When I was about to turned my way to the studio, I heard someone called me. "Jennie." My body stiffened the moment I heard that voice. I nervously clenched my fist and harshly exhaled.

I turned around and saw Lisa, looking down at her feet with her hands behind her. "L-Lisa." I internally groan when I felt my heart began to beat wildly.

I eyed her quietly as she breathes deep and lifted her gaze. She cautiously took a step towards me and kept her hands behind her back. "I... I just want to properly thank you for our performance. I know I'm kind of month late but I'm just really nervous to give you this so here." She suddenly showed the same daisy flower bouquet she left for me on that day. She nervously smiled and scratched her nape. "Thank you. I did enjoy being your partner for a short time." she added and her eyes unexpectedly brightened and soften when I gently took the flowers from her hold.

I automatically smiled because of the flower and looked back at her when I remembered something. "W-Wait. You said you want to ask me something."

She furrowed her brows and tilted her head in confusion. She cutely scrunched her nose, trying to think about what I said. She raised her brows when she remembered. "Ah. The flower. I didn't expect you to—" That's not what I want to hear.

I abruptly cut what her saying. "Tell me, Lisa." I said and wait impatiently.

She nervously laughed and massaged her nape. "It's nothing important." she responded and forced a smile at me.

"Lisa—" I tried to reach for her arm and her eyes widen and fear starts to swim in her eyes. Before I can successfully hold her, she immediately stepped back and looked away.