Jennie POV
Jennie wakes up and sees that Justin is still sound asleep next to her. She kisses his forehead and stands up
On her way to make breakfast she was curious to see if Lisa was in the guest room, so she knocks... there was no answer..
She opens the door and just like that.. the past attacked her again.. there was no sign of Lisa.. just a letter on the bed..
She made her way to the bed and picked up the letter, she took a seat and began to read it..
"Hey,
I am deeply sorry about yesterday. You didn't deserve that. No one does. I am sorry for hurting you, the one person I promised myself I would never hurt. I am sorry for falling out of love for you, and falling more in love with someone else...
But I owe this to myself.. I owe myself happiness.. and I owe you the opportunity to finally let go of me.
Work on yourself, despite what this cruel world has thrown at you, you always managed to get back up. You can do it again. I've seen you broken and I have seen you happy. Find your way back to happy.
This maybe be the last time you will see or hear from me, please always take care of yourself and know that I loved you as much as I could. You are an amazing person.. I hope you forgive me some day.
This is officially me.. saying goodbye."
After Jennie reads the letter she begins to panic, she cries until she can't breathe... she hugs her knees and covers her mouth because she doesn't want Justin to hear her and see her that way.
"Justin.." she thinks to herself.. "Does this mean Justin will no longer see Lisa??? because of me??" and she cries even more blaming herself for the family she ruined.. her family
She's at a point where she can't breathe anymore.. when suddenly.. she feels a pair of arms wrap around her.. she slowly tilts her head up..
It's Lisa..
Lisa POV
Lisa opens the guest room and sees Jennie crying in the corner, looking like she is gasping for air.. she runs to Jennie and puts her in between her arms..
"Jennie.. what happened.. why are you crying??" Lisa asks
Jennie just hands her the letter, and continues to cry... she finally says
"I don't want you to say goodbye.. I promise to leave you alone.. Just don't leave Justin, please Lisa." Jennie pleads
Lisa removes her arms and sits beside her.. "I wasn't planning to leave, Jen..."
Jennie looks at her "But the.. the letter.." she says
"That came from, Tzuyu... she gave that to me earlier when she asked to meet. She told me that everything she wanted to say was in this letter. After reading it I came here..I showered and made my way out again.. I went to talk to my parents and explained to them that the wedding was off, I got my things, and went straight here.. and.. now here I am.." Lisa explained
Jennie covers her face.. "This is so embarrassing, I am so sorry, Lisa." Jennie says
Lisa chuckles lightly, "I would never leave my kids, Jen. Not in a million years." Lisa smiles
"So.. what does this mean for us?" Jennie asks
"I honestly don't know Jen, we can't just pick up from where we left off. I am still really broken from the past.. and now this. It wouldn't be fair for you if I try half assed, all I know is that if ever I do decide to try again with you. I want to be all in." Lisa says
"Are you going to leave again?" Jennie asks
"I don't know yet. I am still thinking about staying here.. my old company reached out to me the other day... I am thinking about it because.. I don't want to be away from Justin anymore." Lisa says
"Will you stay in your apartment?" Jennie asks
"I was thinking if I could move back here with you.. of course I will be in the guest room. Would that be okay?" Lisa asks
Jennie nods her head and smiles.. this may not be what she had in mind with Lisa coming back to her... but nonetheless, she knows it is way better that not having her around at all.
"Lets go take Justin out today, yeah? I don't want to dwell in all the shit that happened, I just wanna be with him and Ella, I'll give Kai a call and let him know we will pick her up." Lisa says as she helps Jennie off the ground
Jennie makes her way out of the guest room to get herself and Justin ready but before she leaves the room... Lisa calls her
"And Jen?" Lisa says
"Yeah?" Jennie replies
"Tzu was right. I don't think I can ever love anyone more than I ever love you." Lisa smiles
Jennie smiles and continues to be on her way..
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I was her first, she was my last.
RomanceLisa and Jennie have been together for as long as they can remember. Lisa was finally going to ask Jennie to tie the knot, but this isn't a fairytale. Not all love stories end happily every after. How many chances should be given? When do you know e...
