A virgin's lovestory

Unexpected day.

Soon after I replied to Jacob, I informed Lily who was still asleep that I am going home and left her place.

As much as I hated hiding things from Lily, I just could not tell her that I agreed to meet Jacob after whatever happened last night.

As soon as I reached home I washed my face and spoke to myself looking at the mirror How could I let this happen to me! How could I let a guy touch my body after feeling so uncomfortable, and why did I agree to meet him? These thoughts almost killed me from inside but then I convinced myself that this was the last time that I was seeing him.

I spent the afternoon sleeping and I woke up at 4pm, changed and left to meet Jacob.
I reached the hotel and texted him.

Ella Baker: I am down, where are you?

Jacob Brown: Just getting down babe, give me 2 minutes.

Babe, come here! I heard Jacob call me from the hotel lobby he was putting his stuff inside a cab.

Where are we going? I enquired

Ah I just have to collect some stuff from my house and then come back to the hotel so I thought we could have the conversation on the way he answered.

But, it'll be too late till we get back,I hesitated

Don't worry babe we will get back before 8. He replied

I didn't like the idea of going with him but again the person inside me who can never say no made me agree and I sat inside the cab.

Babe,I am sorry about yesterday, he broke the silence

Uh it's fine I replied trying my best to not look awkward.

So we're cool now? He asked

Yes.. I replied with a fake smile

So can I get a hug then? He said while opening his arms for a hug

I hesitated but I leaned forward to hug him back

But then..

I felt his hands moving around my body and touching it inappropriately,

What are you doin..

Exactly what we're here for he cut me off..

He moved his hands all over my body making me very uncomfortable, I tried pushing him away, but he was too strong for me to push.

I tried asking the cab driver for help, but he was completely ignorant, Jacob then pressed his lips against mine and boy that kiss made me feel disgusting, I didn't reciprocate.

He then started biting my neck wildly, I was in pain, tears were rolling down my cheeks but I was helpless.

This happened for an hour and then he dropped me home.

Had a lovely time babe he winked and gave me an evil smile as I got out of the cab.

I couldn't stop blaming myself for agreeing to meet him.

I was not raped but molested and yet so helpless.

I stood under the shower as soon as I reached home and cried my heart out, as I saw my naked body in the mirror I could see scars that all his biting left on my skin.

I couldn't resist myself from texting Lily.

Ella:Meet me tomorrow at 10am, need to talk.

Lily: Is everything alright?

Ella: I'll see you tomorrow.

Lily: Alright

Ella! Why would you meet that jerk again? And how could you think that it was not important to inform me about you going to meet him. Ella scolded me after I narrated the whole incident.

The scolding was natural as she was concerned.

I kept silent.

Elly, I am glad you are fine, it'll take time but you will forget this okay? And remember that I love you and I am always there for you, She said with concern all over a face.

I hugged Lily tight, tears were continuously flowing down my cheeks but it felt good to know that I had someone who cared so much.

2 weeks later

I was completely devastated after whatever happened with Jacob, but as days passed I was getting over it, life was getting back on track.

Some old friends visited me, we spoke for hours, played games, clicked pictures and I had a great time.

As I got home I uploaded some pictures on my Instagram and went for a shower.

The shower made me feel relaxed and I was happy about that fact that after so many days I finally had a good day, but the happiness was just for a couple of minutes..

Phone beeps

Jacob Brown: Who is that guy sitting next to you in the picture that you uploaded?

Me and Jacob did not have any conversation after that incident and then suddenly after two weeks he decided to text, I ignored the text.

Phone beeps

Jacob Brown: Whom do you think are you ignoring?

Jacob Brown: Tell me who is that Guy?

Ella Baker: Why does that concern you?

Jacob Brown : Why can't you just tell me who is he? Oh wait is he another guy you sleep with? How many do you have in your list?

Ella Baker: Mind your words Jacob.

Jacob continued sending such toxic texts and that affected me alot, is that the image I portray to people? Is that what people around me think of me? All these thoughts were making me crazy.

I went to Lily's house and showed her the conversation, she blocked Jacob from my phone and said Elly we all know that you are such a great girl, and him passing such statements about your character doesn't change that, you must not let these things affect you.

I spent the night at Lily's place and talking to her made me feel alot better .

A/N - so did you guys expect Jacob to be like this? What do you think is going to happen in Ella's life next?

Lots of love.