The Sweet Revenge [COMPLETED]

Chapter 37-Hidden Boss

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Breanna Ymyn Emelore

I REMAINED silent when i heard him questioned me. Na parang tinanong niya ako kung sino ang pumatay kay puso niya. 'Yong puso na sobrang mahalaga sa kaniya.

Na parang pinagbibintangan niya ako sa isang bagay.

And i felt shamefully. He rendered me speechless. My throat began drying up.
I avoided his eyes. His eyes that shows pain.

"I'll repeat again.. do you love me?" He asked again.

"Y-yes, of course i love you, Eric." I muttered. I was trembling. I still didn't want to face him. Because if I'll look to his eyes, mas lalo lang akong masasaktan na nakikita ang sakit sa kaniya.

"But you love him most." He shotted back and sounded painful. He's not moving. He's just looking at me quietly. But everytime he'll speak.. some part of me get scared.

Words escaped me. Besides, i cannot move part of me too. I was froze standing in front of him. And i was afraid to move any part of me, he might think that I'm expecting him just joking around. But seriously.. he's scaring me.

"But i love you." I said. Trembling.

"Okay. I love you too, but is it enough that you just love me?"

"I-i'm sorry.." i muttered.

"Let's just break up, Breanna." Why is it so fast?! Ganon ganon niya nalang ako kakalmutan? Habang ako naghihirap magdesisyon kasi sobrang hirap din para sa akin na iwan siya.

"W-wait, Eric. Why are you doing this to me?" I pulled back his hand. I could feel the temperature of his hand.

"Ikaw? Bakit mo din ginagawa sa akin 'to?" He shot back. Hindi ko nga alam kung bakit siya nagiging ganito. Nababasa niya ba ang iniisip ko? Nakikita niya ba ang ginagawa ni Jewaighn sa akin? Sana kung nakikita at nababasa niya, sana makita niya din kung gaano ako nag hihirap ngayon.

"I don't understand you, Eric." I finally turn my eyes to him.

"Why don't you understand? It's almost seen in you, Breanna. You're so different from before." I was stopped again.

"I know that you still love him. At hindi ako papayag na habang mahal mo ako, ay mahal mo pa rin siya!" He whined.

"I thought I'd forever have you. But how can i have you if you're still having someone inside you?

"I knew us was just a false hope." He smiled even there's a tear threatening to fall.

Fuck. That. Hurt.

"Eric.. please." I said and my eyes were starting to muster a tear.

"If you're finding some reason to stay, just leave." I blinked. The tear from my eye fell.

"Because I don't want to be loved by someone i hoped to be mind, just to use me. Breanna i really don't like using me." I wanted to wiped his tears out, but i felt like i didn't have the right.

"If you love him, please don't disturb me anymore. Because I'm a whole blessing, not some damn fling.

"But i wanted to be with you, it's as simple and as complicated as that. It's too complicated of having you while you were having someone." Then his eyes went cloudy.

"I'm sorry.." i couldn't say anything but just sorry. Hindi ko naman sinasadya lahat ito, e.

"I'm sorry that i loved you. I thought loving you would give you back what you owed me. You saved my life.