Death's Angel

Chapter 11

   I wait for my friends to wake up while I'm looking at my hand. What have I gotten into? I'm way over my head right now. I try to think about God. I don't want to leave heaven. If I leave heaven would I even be that happy? I don't want to leave my friends either. I feel like I still need to love God.
   I look down and all my veins turned black then I have a flash of a memory. I'm in a big black gown in front of people who looks like the reaper guard but diverse and Demons mixed into the crowd. We're in a large throne room that reminds me of a church. Just not as colorful as the heavenly church. The world is black and white. I feel something being put on top of my head and everyone bows before me. When I wake from the memory and I close my eyes. I fear my own angel blood is tainted by Death's poison. He's trying to turn me against God. He's trying to trick me into falling from grace. 
    I open my eyes and everything is normal. I feel my heart dropped. I feel way too many feelings right now. I'm drowning in way too many things right now. I start breathing heavily and I grip on to my head. I feel a hug. I look its Annah.

"You need to calm down...take deep breathes." Annah pats my back. "You can talk it out."

    I see Flynt sit up from his bed and look over at me. He is trying not to tear up. 

"....I just had a bad dream. Sorry, I woke you guys up." I hug my chest and it feels like I'm going to explode. I don't want to tell them. They would be disappointed. 

"If you really need to say something just say it. Keeping it held in is not going to help." 

  A guard knocks on Flynt's door. That usually means something urgent God needs to tell us. We hurry to our feet and answer the door.

"Look presentable to God. Be ready in the courtroom in 5 minutes. God is about to announce an emergency." The guard said with a scary voice and walked away. 

   We all gathered ourselves, ran into the courtroom where all the angels are gathered. All blonde and blue eyes. I sit next to Flynt and Annah. Guards are blocking the doorway out with spears. God appears with a scar across his eye and he's got a few bad bruises on him. Everyone in the court gasps and chatted with each other. God silenced the court. 

"I have gathered you all here because there have been many talks with the other Gods" his face was in disgust. "We have been trying to negotiate with each other to not start a war against each other. But it seems like the Reapers and Demons have gone behind us and signed a peace treaty with each other." I could feel anger and fear in the room. " The reapers have turned against US! The most wonderful and kind people in this universe! WE WERE GOING TO BE THEIR SAVING GRACE! Then the leader of the reapers disgraced your own king with these imperfections." They all started getting angrier. "We are going to war! We'll fight the Demons and Reapers! AND WE'LL WIN! ALL ANGEL MEN WILL BE GOING TO WAR TO SACRIFICE THEMSELVES FOR ME AND THE WOMEN TOO!"

"I don't need no man risking themselves for me. I'm my own person." I hear Annah say in a low voice. 

   Was anyone up for that meeting? It's basically God that wasn't being reasonable. Wait….what if Death is altering my point of view of God so I can fall from grace and he can eat my soul. I heard he ate souls. I could end up one of the victims of him. I was meant to be one of God's wives...but why do I not feel like that is fate. I can't.

"Everyone go back to your rooms. No one comes out until the war is about to start."

Everyone files out of the courtroom and as I get up God calls me over. Then he hands me a falling from grace slip. Then I see the punishment: getting kicked out of heaven. I start to tear up.

"Don't worry, for you, I made an exception to you because I have faith in you. We'll have a court case. Roxanne will be the opposite side. She says she has dirt on you. Tomorrow you'll be fighting a court case. You better find out what she has on you. See you tomorrow." God walks back into his room and I walk back to mine slowly and worry. 
   I've stuck in my room for most of my stay in Heaven. I've stuck to the rules. She's probably going to pull up me running out in the meeting to see what the voice came from. I get to my room and I lay on my bed and pull the picture out. Place it against my chest. Then I pull out my hidden ipod and listen to rain. I slowly drift off to sleep. 
     I open my eyes in the dream and I'm in the bed I was in this morning. I sit up and I see Death getting on his button up shirt then he exposes his chest in the huge mirror which isn't toned but you can tell he's strong. He's got a 4 pack. He turned around to face me and I blush when I looked back at him then I slowly got angry at him. He looked so confused.

"WILL YOU STOP PLAYING WITH MY EMOTIONS AND STOP TRYING TO TURN ME AGAINST GOD YOU STUPID DREAM!"

He laughs hard. "Baby, I'm not a dream. I'm very real. I don't know how to control emotions like that. Now emotional trauma I can control. But like those feelings you have aren't me. The last time I checked I don't eat souls. "

"Wh-" 

"That Halo is not over your head for no reason. It reads your thoughts about any god and sends it to that God. That's what God built in so he can read your thoughts. Now I dont know what happens when you take it off. God gave me that ability." 

   He walks over to me and I try to scoot away. He grabs onto my waist softly and pulls me to his body. 

"If God lays a fucking hand on you. I'll make sure his head is on a plate." I hear a low growl from him. "What's upsetting is if you fall from grace I'll lose you again. It took me this long to find you. I'm just hoping Phine will get ahold of you." He says as he caresses my cheek. I notice he has a band on his ring finger. 

"Who are you married too?"

"You'll find out who engaged to." He pulls away fast. "She is the sweetest, most kindest woman in this world. Fuck she was fierce if she didn't get her way she threw the hugest fit for whatever. She was such a dork. She was my queen." He got a little upset then angry. A black aura formed around him and I saw his halo and wings form faintly. He shook his head and snapped out of it. "I miss her so much." He looked at me sadly. Then he forced a smile. 

 He laid me back down. " Go back to your world. You have a big day tomorrow. Dont let God get ahold of your spirit. Its brighter than his."

   I wake up and it's the next day. My heart is broken because he already has someone. I look at the court time. 3:30pm. I look at the clock and its 9:30am. I have a few hours to think.