chapter 5.

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''Yeah.. It seems like we did...'' I said. He started taking his clothes off. I tried to look around the room but shit, he was freaking hot. He took his red shirt contracting his arm's muscles and showing his six pack. Then he shoved his shorts off and well, he had nice legs. Really nice legs.

''Enjoying the sight baby girl?'' He chuckled. I blushed looking to the warm water. He steeped into the water swimming into my direction. I took a step back. He walked to me and I took a few steps back again till my bare back reached the edge of the hot tub.

''Why do you keep running away from me? You know you want me'' He whispered into my ear wrapping his arms around my waist. His touch made my skin heat and my stomach twitch. I coudn't actually explain the effect he had on me.

''I'm not running away from you, just don't want to be near of you Jack. Face it, I don't drool over you like all the other girls. I'm sorry.'' I tried to push him away by pressing my hands against his chest but he was just to strong.

''C'mon we don't have to be like this we are alone baby.'' He whispered again.

''Stop calling me baby, ew you are a pain in the ass Gilinsky.'' He pulled me up in the edge of the Jacuzzi making me be at the same level as him.

''Don't pretend you don't like it Dallas.'' He looked into my eyes, and my heart melted. He looked like an angel but still hot at the same time. He started to lean up against me and I could predict it. He was about to kiss me. I turned my face to the right so his lips would meet my cheek.

''You are such a challenge, damn girl you make me chase after you like nobody else.'' He spoke against my neck. I laugh, that was making me tickles. But what he just said made me feel that weird feeling in my stomach, like butterflies flying all over it.

''Oh you think it's funny uhh?'' He started tickling me making laugh out loud.

''Stop Jack please stop I hate tickles'' I stuttered in the middle of my laughs.

''Oh the little baby hates tickles hum? I only stop in one condition.'' He said.

''I do everything you want just stop okay?'' I said still moving and trying to make him stop.

''Kiss me.'' He said stopping and I looked to him.

''What?'' I asked practically choking in my own words.

''Kiss me, I can't hold this desire anymore. Please..'' He moaned slowly pressing his body against mine, making me wrap my legs around his torso and submerging our bodies into the water, only with our heads out of it.

''Jack, I don't know... I can't.'' I wanted to, Jesus I really did but I had a feeling like I shouldn't. I rested my arms in his shoulders, while he leaned against me again. This time I didn't moved my face. I waited for his lips to meet mine and when they did I felt this warmth growing bigger and bigger inside of me. I grabbed his soft hair and he moved his hands a little bit lower. His tongue entered my mouth and explored it with strength. The kiss was growing hotter and I could feel the need he showed before. Damn, I couldn't even think right. The intensity of the kiss started to fade when we started to miss the air. I smiled when he separated our faces. He kissed my lips again and again smiling. He looked so cute and calm. I've never seen this Jack before.

"So...Do you want to grab something to eat?" He smiled at me. I was about to answer but then Liam came to my thoughts, I just couldn't do that. 

''I'm sorry, I need to go.'' I said getting out of the Jacuzzi and grabbing my clothes.

''Clauds wait, was something that I did?'' I unfortunately looked at him and my heart just broke. He was with this sad, confused and disappointed expression in his face, furrowing his eyebrows. 

''I'm sorry, I told you that I couldn't do this.'' I tried to not look at him again and ran to my room.

I was depressed so I decide to do the only thing that would decrease my pain. Called to the service room and asked them some chocolate ice cream and while I was waiting I started watching The Vow, one of my favorite movies. The movie was only at 32 minutes and I was already crying on my ice cream. I heard a knock on the door followed of a voice that would make the coldest person on the Earth melt. ''Claudia please open this door, tell me what I did, I'm feeling like shit right now. Please'' His voice could show how worried he was and being honest I wasn't expecting it.

''Jack go away I can't talk to you right now, I'm serious. I don't have anything to say to you. Leave'' I spoke only loud enough so he could listen to me. Why was I so stuck in the past? And why was Gilinsky pretending that he cared about me? He already got what he wanted, kiss me so he could prove me that he could have any girl he wanted. 

''Fine, whatever. I'm sorry that I bothered the princess. What a waste.'' That hurt me and I can't tell why. How could I care about a person that I've only know for like 3 weeks? I layed on the bed and cryed. It was nearly 00:00a.m when Mahogany arrived to the room. I turned to face her and by her expression I could tell that she noticed my bloodshot red eyes and my wet face. She opened her mouth to talk but I antecipated her. 

''I'll tell you everything. I need to take this weight of my shoulders.'' She looked concerned. 

''Okay but go easy, I'm here, take your time babe.'' She spoke calmly and seated down beside me. I started to tell her everything about my past since the very first moment. Tears formed in the corner of my eyes but I decided that was time to stop. I was going to be strong enough to handle them. 

''So that's why you pushed him away right? Because you feel like it's to soon to fall in love again...'' She listened from the beginning to the end. 

''Yeah, sort of. But please don't tell anyone. Only my parents, Selena and Taylor know about this.''

''Selena and Taylor aka Selena Gomez and Taylor Swift?'' She asked with unbelief in her voice. I smiled weakly.

''Yeah...Selena was raised in my neighborhood and our moms were friends so we started to be friends too.. and then I met Taylor because of her and we turned sort of best friends. I think that them and you are the only girl friends that I have.'' 

''Thank you for trusting me that. I know it was hard for you. I could see it in your face. I'm very proud of you.'' She said hugging me so tight that I couldn't breathe. 

''Thank you Maho.'' I hugged her back. 

''Maho? I like it. Now lets go get some sleep. Tomorrow is your first convention and you need to slay it.'' She turned off the lights and I fell asleep dreaming with the last first kiss. 

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