Book 2 ~ All Of Me. Loves All Of You. And You? (Aaron Carpenter/Cam Dallas)

Chapter 20

Dedication: @smiley_dragon because she was the first to comment on the last chapter though she wasn't the first to vote. So that just really stood out and plus she loves this book and had yet to get a dedication! So hope you enjoy this chapter!(:

Enjoy!

*Kay's POV*

It's been a few weeks since the funeral.

I stopped going to school for two weeks and asked Shawn's mom if instead I could be homeschooled. At first she was iffy about it but gave in. I just couldn't stand going to school. The girls, meaning Paloma, Jorden, Aliaya, Milgely, Aarti, and Rebecca pretty much all hate me cause I stopped hanging out with them. But I need to stay cautious for my little ones while they want to go out partying.

I still hung out with Mikey, Lexi and Kenzie. Mainly because they understood I'm with child and can't be the Kay I was before. I ant go out to parties and plus I lost someone who is like a brother and they found out bout Cam dropping our friendship. They were as surprised as me.

But I missed being in school with them so I started to go back to school. Plus it was lonely in the house 85% of the time during school hours.

Today, is a Saturday though. I went to school this past week. And luckily I got to sleep in today but for some reason I couldn't sleep much. Probably because Aaron has been ignoring me. He hasn't texted me since the day after the funeral and that was to tell me that he couldn't make it over.

It's been three weeks since the funeral and a month since Cam ended the friendship. So I've lost my dad, my mom, my sister, Will, Cam and now possibly Aaron. I mean why else would he be ignoring me for three weeks? He didn't even show up at Taylor's birthday party. I mean I didn't either but he told me to come when I'm ready and that him and I could always do something later in the year together.

But he would've showed up there. Then his own mom called asking if I knew where he was and she was just as shocked as I was when we found out neither of us knew where he is. And nobody in the group of friends knows either? This just doesn't add up. Especially since the tour ended a week and a half ago. So somebody must know.

Somebody has to know something. I sighed and went onto Twitter and saw this anonymous hate account towards me. And why do they hate me? Cause I'm with Aaron. But yet Aaron and I haven't hung out in over a month. And me being stupid read through the tweets.

'Why is he still with her? She's getting so fat.'

'She's such a whore. Like seriously? Aaron can do better.'

'Always has to be center of attention. This girl needs to get a life.'

'Hope @aaroncarpenter is doing okay, but his ugly bitch.....I mean girlfriend can go jump off a cliff.'

'Why doesn't she die already?'

'Nobody likes her. The boys don't like her. Her father died cause of her. Her mother left her. Can't she take a hint?'

'Shawn and Taylor just feel bad for her.'

'Why would Shawn still be living with that fat freak.'

'Can't she die already? Like just commit. We all know you want to whore.'

I didn't notice I was crying until I felt how soaked my sleeves were on my hoodie. Well Shawn's hoodie, he let me borrow. I knew whati was going to do next I'd regret but I was just living in the moment. So I got up and quickly went into the bathroom with the razor blade. I sat against the wall and cut four small lines on my left wrist.