My bully

Part 4

The days passed with the same routine as always, wake up from dreaming with Diane, or at least a good version of her, go to school, avoid her, lunch, and try not to fail in my classes, specially with the kind of professors I got, the worst of them is called Mr. Vincent, he is the worst professor I've ever had, he doesn't know how to explain, he doesn't even have patience in or outside the class, and just when we thought we understood a subject he basically rapes us on the tests, I fucking hate him.

When my day in school is over I walk home really early, sometimes I'm the first at the door to go out, why do I do this? Simple, I don't want to walk by her when I'm on my way home, because if she had done bad things to me in front of everyone, what if we are alone?

What if we are alone sometime?

That single thought of my mind me had me face with a radiant and very notable blush, imaging that kind of situation, normally when you think that situation with your crush you feel kinda excited and nervous, thinking about some romantic scenarios, but in my case, I think she would just hurt my feelings a lot more, or even hit me if I argue back.

Just arrived into my home still thinking about that scenario that is making a little mess into my head, when I saw my mom gladly talking with the neighbor "Claire" on the kitchen bar, they both seem happy, but I don't give it so much importance and proceed to go to my room with the main objective of...... going to sleep, because yeah, I'm tired as hell.

The next morning I didn't woke up early, I wondered why didn't my mother set that alarm and as I see my phone I notice is Saturday.... I must be now crazy enough to forget which day of the week it is, or maybe I got very used to the routine that I don't notice what day of the week is, it must be the second one

But what certainly woke me up it was the sound of the doorbell, I just ignore it getting back trying to sleep in my bed, until I heard my mom yelling at me from downstairs

-honey, can you open the door please?

I just don't want to go, but I also don't want to argue with my mom or have problems with her later on, and yes even an argument for not opening a door.

As I go down with my pijamas and my hair in a really messy state, but at least I brushed my teeth, because if I'm gonna open the door to someone and attend him or her, I don't really care about my appearance, but at least I ,don't want to smell bad.

When I open the door I see that woman that is frequent to see on my house, Claire, and as I look more closely I see someone behind her

Her daughter

Why?

-oh thanks for coming, sorry that you had to see my daughter this way, she's normally not like that, but anyway come in please

Why does she have to be here?

Both Claire and her daughter took a step in and walked down the house straight to the kitchen, leaving me alone with my mom at the mark of the door with my mom

-listen honey, I'm sorry for not telling you earlier, but last night I invited both Claire and Diane to come have breakfast with us, and you know... maybe you can be friends with Diane too, i never saw that you talked to anyone on school

-ok

I just wanted to go to my room and hide for the rest of the day so she doesn't crosses her way with me, of course I like her, but the last thing I want is to have her in my house.
The only thing I can do right now is to go to the kitchen and eat as fast as possible to get out of there, I would go with grabbing my food and have breakfast in my room, but my mom will surely think that is totally disrespectful to our guests, so I go for the first option

I just sit down with my head down ignoring that in front of me is sitting the person that even thought she hurt me, I feel attracted, and I do the best I can to don't look at her

Claire was establishing conversation with my mom while she was preparing the food,  a few minutes later she bring us some pancakes, mom always do delicious pancakes, this isn't that bad after all

I tried to eat kinda fast ti of course don't be there anymore, but my mom noticed this

-honey, why don't you eat slower? Your not gonna digest your food

Shit, she noticed it

I did what I was ordered to and ate a little bit slower so no one thinks something weird or suspect anything about me until Claire spoken

-So, you two are classmates ri..

-thanks for the food

I putted the plate in the sink and went to my room as quickly as possible so I can feel safe for now, all I could do is lay on my bed and try to sleep a little bit

Half an hour have passed and I just lay on my bed being unable to even close my eyes. With my thoughts drifting into my head, in peace, finally resting and relaxed

Until I heard someone was knocking at my door

I decide to ignore it until I heard it knocking the door again, and again, and again, until the door opened.

-I'm sorry mom, I know that I shouldn't have left like that, but right now I just don't want to be there, I fell ti....

-I'm not your mom

That voice

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?

I jump out from my bed scared and surprised from the fact that the person that bullies me entered my room, my personal space

-wh-what are you d-doing here?

-I need to talk to you

-w-why?

-listen here you idiot, I don't like you, and I know you don't like me either, but I need you to at least try to do something for our mothers

-what are you t-talking about?

-our mothers like each other, and mine's happiness is something that I really care about, and I'm not gonna let your mom or your stupid ass ruin her happiness, so let's try to fake being friends at least when we're in front of them

-is your mom in love with mine?

-yes you idiot , it was so obvious, but seems like you dumb bitch didn't even realize, so do we have a deal?

What I heard from her left me in a shock state, I wasn't expecting the fact that my Kim likes my neighbor and that Diane has such a proposal

-ok

-I want to make something clear, I don't consider you as a stepsister, or even a friend, so don't start giving yourself dumb illusions, ok?

-ok

-alright, I'll leave........ you got a really nice house, a dumbass like you shouldn't be living here

When she left I did nothing but stare at the door of my room thinking about everything that just happened

I wish that at least mom is happy