My bully

Part 5

Some days have passed since the moment that Diane came to my room, I just can't stop thinking about that, (what I'm about to say it's really stupid) it makes me feel good that she is going to try to fake being my friend in front of our mothers, but why? Simple, I think that there could be a possibility that I could get to know her more, knowing more about her tastes, and maybe we could have something in common that might make us more united in real life. Of course I come back to reality all of sudden, knowing that all of my thoughts are bullshit knowing that all of that will never happen.

I go down to the hall to see my mom, maybe I can say hello to her, when I go down she's cleaning the kitchen's table, I look down at her, she looks happy, I never saw her like that before, before Claire moved into the neighborhood.

-Oh, Hi sweety, you slept well?

-Yeah mom, thanks for asking

-Ok sweety *She kiss my cheeks*

I don't know, but that kiss from my mom made me feel good, I haven't felt that kind of affection  from mom since I was a little child, now that I felt it again I feel way better, I'm not that concerned about everything anymore

for now.

-Honey, you got plans today?

-No mom, I don't

-Well, I've seen you recently and I think that you might be concerned about something, I will understand if you don't want to talk about it, but I just want you to feel better

-Really?

-Yeah, I was thinking that we should go for some ice cream and then go to see a movie

That offer from my mom, No one ever told me or purposed me that he or she wanted to go out with me, and I just thought that it would be a good idea to spend some time with my mom and relax a lil bit.

-I'd love to.

-Ok, get dressed, I don't want you to go out to eat ice cream with only pijamas, even tought you'd love to

I got dressed and went to my mom's car, she was already there, we went to the closest Ice cream store which is also a Dunkin Donuts, I really love it. When we arrived I decided to buy some donuts, because I was already kinda cold, and also because I could share a dozen with my mom.

I could say I changed the plans with my mom, because the movie she proposed to watch I asked her if we could go watch it at home because I'd rather be with her watching movies in the sofa or in her bed, I'll try to hug her, I haven't done it in years.

I spent the whole day watching movies with mom on her bed eating the donuts we bought, we even ordered some sushi for delivery, so the far as I go for food is to the door of my house, I originally wanted to order pizza, but my mom said that I will get fat if I eat too much fast food, I think she's right, I don't consider myself attractive, but I don't want to get fat, it would make me look way worst.

We didn't notice how much time had passed, we watched like 6 movies, so we've spent the whole day watching movies. We decided to turn off the TV andgo to sleep.

-Ok honey, thank you for everything today, I haven't had this kind of moments with you in a long time, I think you should go to your room and rest, you got school tomorrow.

-....

-Honey?

-Mom, Can I sleep with you?

-...

-Please

-Hmmm, ok sweety, you can sleep here

-Thank you mom..... I love you

-I love you too dear

Well, I haven't heard that in years, and I really want to hear it more from my mom, probably is the only person that shows that kind of affection for me, so I want to keep her close.

I need her

this is really chilidsh, but I really need my mom