Teach Me How To Love (Shizuku x Male Reader) [DISCONTINUED]

Chapter One

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"Hey Feitan, can I ask you a question?" Shizuku walks into the main room of the base where Feitan and the rest of the Troupe are doing their own thing, waiting for Chrollo to return from a mission. Feitan looks up from his book. "What do you want?" She looks at him with a curious look. "What is 'love'? I read it in a book but I don't understand it." Feitan snorts. "Why the hell would you ask me? Go ask Shalnark or something. He's a sucker for that type of stuff." She shrugs and goes to ask Shalnark. When she does, Shalnark laughs. "You're the last person I thought would ever ask. Love is when two people are attracted to and care about each other." Shizuku furrows her brow. "But why would anyone do that? That's weird."

"Wait!" Shalnark stands up dramatically. "Are you, my dear Shizuku, in love?" The other members stare, interested. Shizuku stares blankly at Shalnark. "I don't know what you mean. Love? Who would I love? That doesn't make sense." Shalnark sighs. "If you were a normal person, I would think you're lying, but this is just the type of person you are." Shizuku shrugs and asks the other members, who answer either like Shalnark or Feitan. Soon, Chrollo returns, holding boxes of food. "I got supplies. Go ahead and ration it out." Shizuku walks up to Chrollo. "Boss, what is love?" Chrollo smiles. "Now now Shizuku, love is when someone cares about someone else, and they have a bond deeper than friendship. Why do you ask?" Shizuku shrugs. "I just don't understand it."

"Tell you what." Chrollo says. "Since we won't have our next mission for a while, why don't you go out and observe, or find someone so you can understand emotions, specifically love." Shizuku shrugs. "Ok."
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Meanwhile, you sit in an alley, holding Ren while meditating and growing your Nen. A random drunk comes up to you and taps you and the shoulder. "Hey homeless, you're ugly." You stay silent, not wanting to break your concentration. "Hey, look at me when I'm talking to you." He pulls open your eyelids. "Look. At. Me." Then he taps you on the forehead and starts telling you a story about his three wives. You sit through the whole thing, still holding your Ren and focusing on meditating. The drunk man finishes his story. "You're. Not. Listening!" He pulls out a knife. "Take this you little shit!" You open your eyes and grab him by the face. "I was trying to do my own thing, but noooooo, you have to be a little bitch. Fucking die." You use your anger and force him into an illusion. You slam him into the ground then step on his throat while he screams for help. "I'm dying, I'm burning in hell! Help me! HELP!" You smirk and crush his throat. You are generally a nice guy, but are very impatient and easily angered. Just then, your cell phone rings. It's Shizuku. You pick it up. "Hey Shizu! It's been a while." She responds, sounding as soulless as ever. "Hey y/n (your name). I need your help. Where are you right now?" You run over to the street and look at the sign. "Yorknew City. Find me on Skittle Street. What's up?" "I'll tell you when I see you. Stay where you are." She hangs up.

You sigh. "She's still as straightforward as ever. Didn't even ask how I was doing." You see your reflection in the mirror and immediately hide your face. You sigh, this time a sad one. "For a homeless guy, I'm pretty damn self conscious." You walk back into the alley, throw the body of the drunk guy into a dumpster, and resume growing your Nen. A couple hours later, you hear someone walk up to you. You open your eyes and it's Shizuku. "Shizu!" You say, smiling. "How've you been?" She shrugs. "Fine. Why do you smell so bad? And why are you so dirty?" You pout, but you're not hurt because you know that it's just how Shizuku is. Very blunt and straightforward. "For the one hundredth time, I'm homeless. I don't wanna get a job and I don't like interacting with other people. Anyways, what do you want?"

She scratches her head. "Well, I was reading a book and it kept talking about this "love" thing. Then the boss told me to go and find someone to teach me about emotions." You stand up, flustered. "S- So you chose me?!? But why?! I have no experience in that." She shrugs. "You're one of the few people I know outside of the Troupe." You sigh. "What was Chrollo thinking? Ughhhhhhh." Shizuku cocks her head. "What's wrong? Why are you groaning?" You face palm. "This is gonna be a nightmare. All right, where to?" Shizuku shrugs. "Let's go back to base. I don't want to sleep on the streets." You smile. "Kay'."
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