Perfectly Imperfect

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Ramona's POV
2 weeks later

Ever felt like your world is completely turned upside down? Like nothing makes sense anymore and even if you tried to understand where things went wrong, you still don't know? That's me right now. I lost hope in everything and everyone. I am now walking through the parking lot dreading the moments of this school. I was to weak to to put with anything or anyone. I couldn't eat much, I couldn't sleep and I have been struggling since the drama packed weekend. I was worried about myself because I never got this sad before and it's like every emotion possible I was feeling it. I haven't spoke to any of my friends and I didn't even speak at home. It was just me and silence and I couldn't understand why.

I walked to my locker and my head was really hurting me but I fought the pain and opened my locker. As I was taking out my books for my class my head started to hurt really bad...

"Ramona!" someone shouted and everything went black.

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I tried to move but my body felt heavy and I opened my eyes blinking at the lights and I looked around only to see that I was at the hospital. Tears ran down my eyes as I felt incredibly horrible and worried that something is wrong with me. I tried to sit up a little bit only to see my dad sleeping on the chair.

"Da-dad?" I whispered as my mouth felt dry.

"Dad" I shout a little louder and he woke up and ran towards me.

"Don't move to much okay" he said as he tried to hold my hand but I nudge it away.

"Why am I here?" I asked him and he sighed.

"You fainted and hit your head really hard that you weren't even waking up at your school nurse office so they brought you in" he said and I nodded.

"Mona you haven't had a decent meal, or had any rest, do you know much it bothered me and I even tried to force you but you didn't even try and when I got the call I freaked" he cried and I sighed.

"I am sorry" I sighed again.

"I am sorry sweetie for everything, you have no idea how much it hurts when you don't talk to me" he brushed his hand over my cheek.

"We can talk about it later" I said and he nodded.

"Who found me at school?" I asked.

"Joshua" he said and I nodded.

"Where is he?" I asked.

"Sweetie, all of your friends are here even Mary and Damien too" he said which made me smile a little.

"Can they come in?" I asked him and he nodded.

He opened the door and called everyone in and they all came in looking tired and sad which made me feel guilty. Joshua was the last person to come inside and he just watched me and he looked even worse. Tiffany and Serena immediately hugged me and cried and cursed me which made me smile.Aaron and Caleb threatened me that if I ever leave this world, they will resurrect me only to kill me again. Mary and Damien were silent but I smile with a nod as for Joshua
, he didn't say anything but his eyes were puffy....

"Guys can you give Joshua and I a minute?' I asked and they nodded leaving Joshua and I in silence.

"You know instead of watching me you could just say what you wanted" I said to him and he smiled a little.

"I would ask how you knew but I am convinced your immortal" we both laughed a little.

"I don't where to start" he said walking over to me and sitting on the bed.