Perfectly Imperfect

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Joshua's POV

Looking at the box, I thought twice about what could be inside of it and why she gave me a gift? Sighing I got up and grabbed it and took a deep breath opening the box. Looking inside there was just a pregnancy test and I was shocked. I thought about if it was mine but she must have slept with Damien at some point so that's impossible. But why would she give you the test?

After thinking about it in the shower, I decided I should tell Mona about this, maybe get her opinion but if it's my child, my relationship would be a stake. I held my head and sighed. I got dressed and walked over to her home. Knocking on the door, Mary opened it and invited me in. I said my greetings to her father and headed to her room.

"Hey babe" she smiled and I gave her a half smile.

"Okay what's wrong?" she asked gesturing for me to sit next to her on the bed.

"Yesterday, Belle came by and gave me a gift" I said and she watched me. Just tell her!

"There was a pregnancy test in there and she said when I open it, I should talk to her" I confessed and Mona sighed.

"Well go talk to her and let me know" she got up from the bed and I sighed.

"Babe, what if it is mine?" I asked and she turned to me.

"Then you do what you need to do" she turned around and gave a half smile and I sighed.

"I will go talk to her now and we talk okay" I got up saying.

"Okay" she hugged me and I kissed her forehead as I left her room.

I walked downstairs saying goodbye to Mary and Vincent and got inside in my car and headed over to Belle. Hopefully she says it's not my child but I was worried about Ramona and having a child so young.

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At Belle's Home

I was in my parked car thinking hard about what should I say and what I am going to do if she say's it's my child. My life is really a mess! Taking a deep breathe, I got out the car and walked up to her porch. I knocked on the door and Belle opened it looking up at me with a smile.

"I am guessing you saw the test" she said and I nodded.

"Come in" she gestured and I walked in and headed to the couch.

"Belle before anything, is it mine?" I asked her and she sighed.

"I found out I was pregnant one week after we broke up so yes" she said and I rubbed my forehead.

"Explain your relationship with Damien" I said and she sighed again.

"I met Damien when he visited here with his mother and we clicked and then I visited him at his boarding school and we slept together and I felt guilty about it but he also was using me for his plan and I loved him so I didn't care" she confessed and I felt a little hurt that she cheated on me and loved someone else.

"I am sorry for blaming you but I guess it was the hormones, honestly I have no excuse" she held her down and I sighed.

"My relationship with Ramona is important and I know she would  feel bad about this but I will be apart of my child's life" I said and her face expression was filled with anger.

"Your going to have to dump Ramona you know that?" I laughed but she stayed serious.

"I am not leaving her" I said and she smirked.

"I know the guys who you buy cocaine from and that can be bad for you"she said and I watched her.

"Aren't you in love with Damien?" I asked out of frustration.