Perfectly Imperfect

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Ramona's POV

The weekend was here finally and honestly all I am going to do is spend it in my room and relax. Joshua and I weren't speaking and honestly the rumors that were spreading about Belle and Joshua were annoying but I tried not care. He hasn't tried to call or text so honestly right now, I don't want nothing to do with him.

But so much a resting weekend, the girls called saying they were coming over later to hang out so I am with Mary and Dad planning the wedding which they dragged me out my room to help. Damien has been doing good and he might be there for the wedding which I was okay with. I visited mom's grave earlier this morning and chatted with her. Oh God how I miss her but she is okay now.

"So what's your answer?" Mary asked and I realize I have been in my thoughts.

"Sorry, can you repeat for me please?" I asked and she looked at Dad smiling.

"Would you like to be my maid of honor?" she asked and I was shocked.

"Sweetie say something"Dad said and I just smiled.

"Yes" I said and Mary squealed and hugged me.

"Am gonna call Damien and be right back guys" she said and we nodded.

"Thank you sweetie for agreeing to do this" Dad held my hand smiling.

"I like her and she is like a second mom to me" I smiled and he hugged me.

"So how is Joshua?" He asked and I rolled my eyes.

"I don't know and obviously he doesn't care either dad else he would of at least called or texted or visited like I'm literally next door" I said and dad sighed.

"Maybe he is giving you time to think, you were the one who left him" he shrugged and I sighed.

"Okay guys let's finish planning up these last few things and your dad and I will be leaving" Mary came in the room saying.

"Okay" dad and I both said nodding.

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Later that day...

"Okay were leaving Mona" Dad shouted so I ran downstairs quickly.

"Aww enjoy your date guys" I smiled at them and they blushed.

"Love you" Dad hugged me.

"Love you to" I replied and walked over to Mary and hugged her.

"See you when your back" I said and I can feel her smile.

"Okay sweetie" she said as we parted and I smiled as they left.

I went back into my bedroom and looked up and saw Joshua sitting at his window staring at me. He looked horrible like he hasn't slept in days and as much as I want to check on him, I have to be strong.  Walking over to the window, he stood up and tried to tell me open the window. Sighing, I opened it and he held his down before he spoke up....

"I'm just checking if your okay?" he said and I just stood there considering if I should even answer him. he looks so miserable

"I don't wanna talk over the window, how about you meet me tomorrow?" he asked and I laughed.

"Since when did you wanna talk?" I asked.

"Ramona don't be like that, I just had it bad and I want to explain but not like this" he pleaded.

"I will think about it" I closed my window and he shrugged closing his window.

I pulled the curtains across and sat on my bed with that moment on constant replay. Sighing, I grabbed my phone and a message popped up from him 'Tomorrow at the park around 2' I locked my phone and went downstairs and then my doorbell rang. Walking over to the door, I opened it and it was the girls with a lot of snacks...