You and your childhood best friend try out to be k-pops idols, both successful until something happens to one of the entertainment.
"Sitting in the room alone I think about my future until I hear the knocking on my apartment door."
After I got out of my shower Johnny called me and we talked for a good two hours. We laughed and had a good time.
I look up and see Jiyeon in my room, she realized I was on the phone so she whispered that the manager needed to speak with all the female trainees. I was worried, but I was excited! I get to meet the other girls who are going to be in this group with me!
I got up and I put on a hoodie and my flipflops and I went into the meeting room. It was me and about ten other girls and they looked just as excited as I was.
The manager walked in and handed us all a piece of paper and I looked at it with a smile. My smile quickly faded after I read the first four words "더 이상 여성 연수생이 없습니다." ( No more female trainees. ) What?!? This was a joke right? The look on the manager's face told me it wasn't a joke, some girls screamed, some cried and even some celebrated. Those girls confused me. Who would be excited to not have your dream come true?
"왜?" ( why ) I asked. He didn't give me an answer all he said was "죄송 해요..." ( I'm sorry... ) I quickly got up and left the room. I looked at the paper more and it also said we had two days to move out. I was so upset and pissed off. I knew why all this was happening! The girls in GLAM! One was about to go to jail! The only one who was still wanting to be an idol is Jiyoen. She saw me and tried to ask me if I was okay, but I ran past her.
I went into my room and threw myself on the bed and I started to cry. I was so done! "Why does this always happen to me! I can't make anyone fucking proud of me! All I do is mess up! I don't want to do this anymore! I can't fucking do this anymore!" I guess I was yelling pretty loud because I hear a slight knock and my name being called lightly "Hyun-jin?"
"What? WHAT DO YOU FUCKING WANT! CAN'T YOU SEE I'M DOING SOMETHING!"
"What you are doing is screaming, and that's concerning."
I turn towards the door and see Namjoon.
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"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to be rude Namjoon Oppa."
"No, it's perfectly fine, I would be where you are too if that happened to me. Why so formal all of a sudden?"
"One your not supposed to be in this part of the dorms and two I was mean to you."
"It's okay, I just want to see if you are okay and for you to meet someone."
Just then Namjoon got up and walked out and then a few seconds later he and someone else walked in.
"This is Min Yoon Gi."
I stood up and I greeted him and he said "당신은 멋지다!" (You're cool! ) I laughed and I said Thank you, but Namjoon told me that he doesn't speak English. "Oops okay. 감사! 당신도 멋지다고 생각합니다." ( Thanks! I think you are cool too. ) He smiled and then he left me and Namjoon alone.
"Namjoon Oppa?"
"Stop calling me that!"
"Well, I have too."
"Whatever. What do you need?"
"I just don't know what to do. I worked very hard to get here and now I either have to start over or give up. I just can't seem to get what I want, it's like an invisible force is stopping me!" I started to cry and I wanted to grab my pillow but Namjoon took my hand and wrapped me in a hug. Which made me cry even harder, but after I calmed down a little he let me go and I sat back down and he said:
"I don't know what's going to happen, but you are very talented and anyone would want you. If I had my own entertainment you and your friend would have what you both dreamed of. I want you to know that I will always be there for you, no matter what happens. You are the sweetest person I have ever met and I want to give you something to remember us by."
He took out a small box and I took it and opened it and there was a silver necklace inside
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"We haven't made the group yet and they already have stuff for us, but I wanted you to be the first one to have it."
"Thanks, Namjoon Oppa," I say in tears and I give him another hug before packing my things and moving out.
As I was waiting for the cab I decided to call Johnny and tell him about the entertainment and the necklace, but he didn't answer. He must be asleep and then the cab pulled up.
I put all my things in the trunk of the car and I slammed the hood and looked back at the building and seeing Namjoon waving from the third story window making the finger heart. I smiled holding back tears and I made a heart back. Then I got in the car and I told him the address of the apartment which wasn't far from SM I realized.
I got to the place and found the key my mom hid very well and I went in. I was still very frustrated and I threw a fit, I was screaming, when I calmed down again I wanted to make something to eat.
I went into the kitchen and I found some noodles and some canned goods which haven't been there long, that means someone came here and left food here for me. My mom saw the news about the group and she was afraid so she planned ahead of time" thanks mom" I say in my head.
I got a text from Johnny telling me to go to the apartment and he will be their soon. I was happy he knew what was going on, I couldn't stop crying and worrying.
I wanted some water after a few hours of crying so I took the glass out of the cabinet, but where I was so shaky I dropped it shattering the glass. That was my last breaking point. I got all of the glasses and I threw them on the floor. It has been three hours since Johnny told me he was coming and I didn't think he was coming. I tried to clean up some of the glass, but I cut my hand open and I just fell to the cold bathroom floor.
