Idol Life

She's here! ( Johnny POV )

"She's here Mark! I'm so excited!"

"Well are you going to ask her out yet or not?"

"Why would you ask that?"

"I mean, you have known each other forever, you worked your tail off to get here. Just for you two to be put in different entertainments, and then you finding out that she might not have a career upset you, so you go the MANAGEMENT to form another girl group and that working, and now she is coming here under the same label so you don't have to be separated. It's obvious that you like her so why don't you say anything?"

He's right. After knowing her for years I have caught feelings for her. I just don't know if she feels the same way.

"Look, Mark, she sees me as a brother. Nothing more, nothing less. I would like to ask her out, but she will only reject me."

"If you say so. We need to sleep. Training hasn't stopped yet!"

I turn off the lights and I head to bed thinking about her. I fall asleep instantly.

*THE NEXT MORNING*

"We have a new trainee coming ladies and gentlemen. I want her to be treated with respect!"

Everyone nodded and I went outside to help her move in. As soon as I stepped out she pulled up and she looked at me and I could help at how excited she looked.

"Welcome! We are glad to have you here!"

"I'm glad to be here. Wait do you have to say that to everyone?"

"Yes, shhhhhh."

She giggled and I helped her with all her clothes! I swear she could open a mall with all her clothes! At the end of the day, I was just happy to see her.

"Hyun-Jin come with me. I want you to meet the girls you will be debuting with!"

She followed the manger with all smiles and that made me happy. 

Not long after that, I got to see some friends I made. EXO is the group that they are in, Kai, Chanyeol, and Suho. 

"Hey Seo Young Ho!"

I hated that they used my Korean name! My stage name is going to be Johnny!

"Guys, call me Johnny!"

They ignored what I said, but they had something to say. The first to start the conversation was Chanyeol.

"We see how you are looking at the new trainee. Do you know her?"

"Yes. We grew up together."

"There has to be way more than that," Kai said sarcastically.

"We have never seen each other more like best friends!"

"Well I'm no expert at love but it seems you like her," Suho announced for everyone to hear.

Everyone started laughing, I just faked it. 

"Look, I just don't know how to tell her okay."

"Well, we can help by.."

"NO! Don't. I'll tell her when I think she is ready to hear it."

"He's right Kim Jong In, it's none of our business."

"Thanks, Suho."

"We wanted to have a chat before I have to tell you that dancing training starts soon."

I groan those are the hardest training days. I leave them and go get dressed.

I wondered if Hyun-Jin was going to train too, but to my surprise, she wasn't there. The thought of her getting kicked out crossed my mind, but she can't get in trouble that fast can she? I was relieved to see her walking in a few minutes later with two other girls. 

She looked great! She put on a hoodie after and rolled up the sleeves. She was ready for whatever was being thrown at her. I loved that about her. 

"Seo Young Ho."

Someone whispered that in my ear and the only person calling me that, of course, was Kai!"

"What?"

"You are staring, focus!"

Kai was my dancing coach, he didn't want to embarrass me this time. I continue dancing and he was teasing me when I messed up by saying "I hope she didn't see that!"

I just laughed, I wasn't going to let it bother me. He was just testing me to see if I would break or not. 

At the end of the day, I couldn't believe that she was in the same room as me. I always want her around and it's been like that for years. I guess it is true, I have just been denying it. If you would ask me it started about three years, the day that we sang in the talent show. I can't get her singing out of my head. I was so young at the time that I couldn't tell that it was a different feeling. I just thought it was happiness, but know I know it's something different. I wish i could read her mind. I want to know if she feels the same way I do, I want to tell her so much. Kai noticed my thinking and he said

"Love is a powerful feeling. The only way you are going to know is to ask her. If you're not sure, wait a few more years and we will be here to support you."

"Thanks, Kai."

"Anytime Seo Young Ho."

I roll my eyes and I can't keep my mouth shut.

"Quit calling me that!"

"Ha, you're so cute frustrated!"

He messed up my hair when he said that. He walked away because the training was done apparently and I saw Hyun-jin laughing at me with the two girls and I flashed a smile and the girls giggled. Am I really that handsome? The only person I want to impress is Hyun-Jin, but I'm going to listen to Kai and wait, observe, and throw hints here and there about my feelings. 

I look outside and I see the sunset, I love it. It reminds me of the day that we sang at the talent show. I don't regret writing her name down without her knowing, I convinced her that one of the teachers put her name down, but I did it. She will thank me sooner or later, but I don't want it. I walk back into the building and I go to my room where Mark is asleep. It's still early, but I can't blame him, I'm tired too so I change and get ready for bed.

I fall asleep thinking about how this was one of the many best days I will ever have.