Feeling Fine ( Hyun-Jin Pov )

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"Lie to him, I don't want our personal life to affect his performance."

"Are you sure?" Jiwoo asked.

"Yes. Go have fun I'll still watch the performance from here."

After a few hours of doing nothing but feeling numb, I get a text from Johnny

"Hey I see your members but not you, are you okay?"

I text him that I was sorry and I was sick and good luck. I hate seeing him, I hate him. I thought he loved me and now he doesn't. In fact, I don't even know who she is.

His smile on that stage makes my heartache. I don't know what he has been trying to tell me, but I don't want to hear it! I don't want to hear how much he loves someone else. 

I just wish I never figured out what he wanted to tell me. I know we have never kept secrets from each other, but that's one I didn't need to hear, that was three months ago and I never felt more betrayed. I had something to look forward to tomorrow, Jennie and I are going to hang out. I have my outfit planned out and everything. I met her on a train going back to the entertainment and we became friends very fast, and I see her sometimes when she goes and sees Kai. They make a very cute couple! 

It's getting late so I better go to sleep.

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The alarm goes off and I quickly get out of bed and take a shower. After I get out of the shower I see a text from Jennie that she is on her way! Did I take an hour-long shower? This is already not going to plan! I quickly dry my hair and put on my outfit. 

We both agreed to wear black and I had red lipstick while she wore pink

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We both agreed to wear black and I had red lipstick while she wore pink. 

When I was running late that was a sign for what was to come. We made it to the coffee shop and I ordered my coffee and I tripped spilling it all over myself and then some stranger in front of me. Luckily it was a fan of mine and she didn't care, I paid for her drink because I felt bad. After we had our coffee, well she did, all I had was a shot of it because I was too embarrassed to go ask for another cup. Anyway, after that, we went walking around Seoul and I can't seem to keep my balance today because I fell three more times! 

Jennie was laughing so hard at the end of the day "Did you drink too much last night?" 

"No, I didn't drink one martini! In fact, I didn't have any alcohol at all. I'm just super clumsy today."

She started helping me stay on my feet and I started laughing with her at one point. I remember almost falling into a fountain when she almost fell balancing on the sidewalk. That sure would have ruined my day if I got my best outfit ruined by water.

We went to lunch for the first time I didn't fall on my face or spill food or liquid everywhere. We got to the part of the day I didn't want to happen.

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