Idol Life

Fixed, I guess ( Johnny POV )

( I love google! Got the picture from google, I just liked it so I used it )

"Sit down." I was worried but I sat down and he gave me a piece of paper and I was shocked by what I read.

"신 소녀 그룹 계약" ( New Girl Group Contract ) I was so happy to see those words I looked up and he said "don't make me regret this. I want to see her tomorrow. Bring her here, if she doesn't show up then it's no deal." 

I jumped up right away and called a cab. The guy came and I told him where the apartment was and I wanted to tell Hyun-Jin what's going on, but my phone died after I called the cab so I just hoped that I would make it soon, but I realize that's going to be a bigger challenge than I thought "교통." ( Traffic. ) The apartment complex wasn't that far from here but we still had to go through a part of Seoul to get there, but I didn't think it would be bad!"

*Three hours later* 

"THREE HOURS?!?!?" I said to the driver and he reassured me that it has been three hours since we left. "How far away are we?" "One mile." "I'll walk." I paid the driver and then I started walking. I got lost a couple of times but I asked and they always greeted me and pointed me in the right direction. I finally found the building after walking around. I believe it has been four hours since I texted her. I go to the door and I knock 

Almost four hours since Johnny texted me. I was so numb that I didn't care. All I could think of sitting on the kitchen floor was my future and the cut on my hand. I woke up after that and I realized that I needed to take care of my hand. I run some water under the wound and I got some bandaids I found in the first aid kit. It hurt like crazy, but it wasn't deep enough to need stitches. I went back to the kitchen and noticed all of the glass, I didn't feel like cleaning it up. Me looking at the glass threw me back into the depressed state I was in, but I didn't want to get cut anymore so I went to the living room.

I was sitting in the room alone thinking about my future until I hear the knocking on my apartment door. I rolled my eyes and I got up to answer the door and to my relief, it's Johnny on the other side.

( They are together! )

"Are you okay Hyun-Jin?"

"No, what am I going to do? All my time went down the drain, I hate this! I want to go home and forget I ever did this!"

"No. Don't say that. You have worked too hard to give up now and you know that. I can't be who I want to be without you. I promised you we were going to be fine and I plan on keeping that promise. I heard that SM is starting a new girl group, and all you have to do is go meet the manager."

"Why should I? It's only going to fail! I can't do anything right. You always had that power to do what you wanted to do. You deserve this more than I do. Let's face it I'm not cut out for this." I started to say with tears streaming down my face, it almost feels like the tears are burning, but what shocks me the most is still having tears!

"Life is that one rude person who always wants to be in your way. If you give up now you are proving that life wins and takes control of you, making you think that you can't do anything you want to do. I can't see you go down that road. I want you to continue with me in SM, we don't have to be apart anymore, we can see each other every day, just like the old days. I want to see you win your first award, I want to see you succeed, but most importantly I want to see your amazing smile on that stage. If you quit and give up, then I'm leaving too. I don't want to do that so please don't give up. We can get through this together. I believe in you. What do you say?"

He never said this to me before, he was right. If I wanted to prove to myself I really can do anything then this is just one minor problem in the pool of life and I have to keep swimming. "Okay, I'll give this one more try." He never looked so happy and so relieved before. He took me into the biggest hug I will ever receive from him and for the first time I felt something different, I felt safe. 

"DA DADA DAAAAA Johnny came to save the day" "I'll give this one to you, but this is the only one you are going to get. Live your moment."

"Ah, whats so cold around your neck. A necklace? Who gave you that?" 

"Oh, Namjoon gave me this as a remembrance of him. I really like it." 

"It's nice and cold and silver!"

After laughing and me calming down, he told me about how his phone died and how he got stuck in traffic for three hours. 

"I was worried you weren't coming!"

"I never break a promise! Besides I knew you were going to need someone to talk to."

He was right, I looked at the clock and it was almost midnight. "Shouldn't you be back at the dorm?"

"Yeah I should, I don't want to leave you here alone." He took my hand and saw the bandaid and then asked 

"what did you do?"

"Well... Ugh, I'll just show you."

He looked at me confused and got up and followed me to the kitchen to the nice display of broken glass chards sparkling in the moonlight.

"Oh my! Let me guess, rage?"

"Correct. I tried cleaning it but I got cut." I say that as I yawned. 

"Go upstairs and get ready for bed, I'll be there in a second."

"What? You're not staying here!"

"Oh, I know."

I was tired so I went upstairs, well the loft and I changed into something to sleep in. 

"Knock, knock."

"What! I'm tired!"

"I just wanted to say that there isn't any more sparkling glass in your floor. Please don't break anymore because you hurt the floor's feelings!"

I giggled at his statement and threw a pillow at him. "Anything else?"

"Yes, actually I wanted to say goodnight and I can't wait to start training with you tomorrow and have sweet dreams!" He tosses the pillow back at me and I jokingly scream:

"Get out!"

"Okay! Okay, goodnight Hyun."

"Goodnight Johnny." 

I heard him locking the door as he left and I felt safe for once and that weird feeling came back, I fell asleep not long after that, and all I can hear is him saying "we can get through this together. I believe in you!"