Sing For You

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I never felt so sure of something in my life, you would think being an Idol was the best thing I have ever did for myself, but know kissing Johnny was the best thing I have ever decided to do! 

This turned out to be a very good night, when I looked at the time I realized that it was only midnight. 

"You do know that you could've told me all of this when we weren't locked in a building."

"As I said I ran out of options. I also have a surprise for you."

Oh no, I hate surprises!"

EXO walked into the dance studio holding guitars and I knew what the surprise was.

"I thought you left Kai."

"Suprise!"

I knew I was about to hear a song. A love song even but which one?

"Hyun I hope you don't mind if I Sing For You."

Oh, he's going to sing EXO's Sing For You. Very interesting!

The music starts and D.O. starts singing first. I was looking at Johnny and he seemed very nervous but I gave him the look of not to worry. Before I knew it I heard him sing and for once he was singing to someone 

"너무 사랑하지만 사랑한다 말 안 해
어색해 자존심 허락 안 해
오늘은 용기 내서 나 말할 테지만

무심히 들어요 I'll sing for you"

( love you a lot but

I don't say the word "I love you"it's weird, my pride doesn't allow metoday I got courageand I will tell you butlisten to them casually I'll sing for you )

"The way you cry, the way you smile
내게 얼마나 큰 의미인 걸까?
하고픈 말, 놓쳐버린 말
고백할 테지만 그냥 들어요
I'll sing for you, sing for you"

( The way you cry the way you smilehow much meaning do they have to me!words I want to say, the word "don't leave me"I will confess them so just listenI'll sing for you, sing for you )


I challenge a girl to ugly cry harder than I did. I haven't felt this kind of love before. The song was beautiful no doubt about that, but when Johnny sang it I don't know it just felt different.  

After the song ended Johnny asked me to join him in his office, he has a couch and its better than sleeping on a cot. 

We went in his office and before you think anything bad, no we didn't do anything get your head out of the gutters! We ended up talking about how the feeling was hard to explain and some drama that the other person didn't know about. 

"I can't wait for your first solo album!"

"Me too, I know how my song is going to end!"

I took out a piece of paper and wrote some lyrics down and I made sure he couldn't see them. 

I yawned and I laid down using Johnny as a pillow, he didn't mind and we fell asleep.

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"Hey lovebirds, doors open soon. Want to see the sunrise?"

"What? Kai! Get out!" 

"Remind me to let you wake up before I talk to you."

He closes the door and Johnny laughs.

"What's so funny? I was having a good dream!" 

"I can tell that you hate him. Why did I say that you were dating him?"

"Good question. You said it not me."

It's finally 7 am I'm excited to go get some real food. I think Johnny has other plans though because we don't go to the front doors, we go to the rooftop!

"Wait I want some real food! Why are we going to the rooftop?"

"You'll see."

This has to be the weirdest day of my life! First I was forced to dance as my life depended on it, then I get locked into a building get a love confession had my first kiss and now going to the rooftop to see what I believe is going to be the sunrise.

This has to be the weirdest day of my life! First I was forced to dance as my life depended on it, then I get locked into a building get a love confession had my first kiss and now going to the rooftop to see what I believe is going to be the sunrise

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The view is breathtaking. I saw Johnny looking at me instead of that sunrise. 

"If you keep looking at me you are going to miss it!"

"I see it."

He walks close to me.

"I see it in your eyes and that's how I want to see it for now on." 

I saw where this was going and he was still my best friend so when he went in to kiss me I made him kiss my shoulder. He was confused for a second and laughed, but he was smarter than that and he started kissing my neck. 

"Aye, no!"

He laughed.

"Well maybe kiss me right this time."

I rolled my eyes and I "kissed him right" this time.

"Don't mock me!"

"TOO LATE!"

"I have to go get some real food and possibly take a nap."

"Me too. I don't want to leave your side baby."

"Well, you kinda have to. I don't even know how the entertainment will feel about this."

"We will tell them later today."

It turned out that the entertainment was totally fine with us dating. I was thankful these people have been my saving grace for the past three years now. 

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ONE MONTH LATER

"Congratulations Hyun-Jin!"

"Can you believe it Johnny! My solo album is a hit and my group got nominated for an award! I get to tour the US!"

He hugged me and lifted me off the ground and spun me around.

I was laughing, crying, and a panic attack all at once! This was an amazing feeling! I never thought I would reach this part in my career! I had to come up with a speech! 

It was a surprise to him but one of the songs that is on my album is called Fighting Love. It's about how Johnny and I  had our falling out. I couldn't think of an ending for this song. Now it has an ending and a heartwarming one at that. I can't wait to go to the award show in a few weeks. I always know that I might not win, but after having an entertainment tell you that they weren't going to debut you nothing really hurts anymore! I start singing in the halls as I think about what I'm going to wear and what I'm going to say.

"Fighting Love is difficult, so listen to the love sounds around you. You will see there is no reason to fight." 

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