Beacon Hills is a strange place (Liam Dunbar fanfic)

Illusion

After Liam and I had our first fight it seemed now they weren't stopping. Although we always make up in the end. It's just that I'm tired of fighting. I just want us to be normal again. Well as normal as we can be. We keep on fighting over stupid little things. Like I should never walk home alone, if my parents can't pick me up,cause it's too dangerous. If I want to go do something by myself I have to let him know. Which is frustrating because it's like I don't have privacy anymore. It's only the little things that start the fight and I'm scared it could lead a much bigger argument.

I have to talk to him about it. If it will help our relationship. I'm scared of what might happen if continue fighting like this. I texted him to come over. He was here in 5 min. This happens all the time now. He always thinks I might be in danger. "Katy, are you okay?, are you hurt." He said out if breath. " Yeah I'm okay Liam,wait did you run here again?" I questioned him."yeah, I though I
You were in trouble, so I decided it was faster to run here," he said still trying to catch his breath.

"This is what I wanted to talk to you about. Please don't stop me until I'm done. I just have to say this or I never will." I said sternly. He nodded. "So over the past few weeks you always think I'm in danger and that I can't protect myself . You always force me to tell you every thing that I do when I'm not with you. I feel I'm losing my privacy at times. I don't keep anything from you anymore. I want you to trust me again. I can't keep living like this Liam. It's really driving me insane. It's putting strain our relationship. I feel everything's different now, every time you're with me is because you need to protect me,and you're not just being my boyfriend which is just what I need , nothing else. Can't we just be normal again?" I said.

That's everything I wanted to tell him. I'm happy that I got to express my feelings. Like I said no more secrets. I had those feelings bottled up so long, it felt as if I was about to explode. For a while he kept quiet. I thought he might be angry. I never really expressed my emotions like this before. Well maybe I haven't been so frustrated before. Maybe I shouldn't have told him. Im really worried. When I was just about to walk away, he spoke.

"Katy, I'm sorry I made you feel this way. It's just that I want protect you in every way that I can, I don't want anything to happen to you again. Although I'm glad that you're telling me everything now, I also do feel it can be a bit much sometimes. I feel that you don't understand. I'm doing everything for your safety. I won't live with myself if I had to lose you. I wouldn't go on. You mean the world to me. Even if means disturbing your privacy, I will know that you're safe. I can back down a little bit if that's what you want. I was hoping for another time to say these few words to you. I guess this is good as any other day. I love you Katy! I will protect you for as long as the stars are above you. You're mine, only mine." He said pouring his heart out.

" I love you too Liam, I really do appreciate what you have done for me. I don't think I've ever met anyone who has done what you did just to keep me safe. I owe you that. Remember I take care of you to. Ok." I said before I kissed him softly. "Ok." He mumbled,still kissing. When we pulled apart we just stared into each other's eyes." I love you." We both said at the same time again.just telling each other how much we mean to each other.

A few days later we were no longer fighting as much as we used to since we declared our love our or each other. He has been giving me some more space. Ironically we have been spending even more time together. It's good to feel like this again. I'm glad he is just being my "normal" boyfriend again. It feels like we are much closer than before. Even though my relationship is going well again. I still have been contemplating on the deal with the Caliverras. If I don't make my choice soon. My friends and family will die.