Adelaide & Elliot

reality

I finished the book that stored everything. Elliot stopped at our proposal, probably hoping to write our wedding. I wish I could say that it happened. That we kept our promises, that we continued. That he didn't get drunk one night, and forced himself upon a girl. I wish that he wasn't imprisoned. Everyone told me to stay away from him. But my heart wanted him. My mother told me that she will not have a daughter that loves a rapist. So she might as well not have one at all. I re-read the last line written in the journal. Tears enveloped my face. I closed the journal Elliot kept, harvesting our years together as I took one last breath and slid the metal vertically down my wrist. Deep enough, as I felt death slowly approaching me
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Thats a wrap! Sooo yaaa ily 🌷