Adrien sick in the knees tying up forward to be abused, afraid to speak. Couldn't control any of it anymore. Yet no words. He had no experience with friendship or in a relationship. His most fear is letting others down.
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Soon to be a teenager. Birthday about to come in March but there's no excitement from Adrien. His birthdays never gets the celebration, like having cake or saying happy birthday or anything else but just act like it's just a day like everyday. Nathalie barge in the room like a bear, glaring at the boy, rising her voice. "Hey you need to stop with your nonsense! March is tomorrow and I want this room cleaned by tonight! Got it?!"
His hurtful head nods, bringing a broom to sweep up the dust on the titles. Grabbed a cloth to wipe the dusky window, making the mattress on the floor with the same sheets he slept on for years. "KID YOUR ROOM BETTER BE CLEAN!"
Nathalie not acting mature to him instead by hitting his burning guts to the ground do to his behavior. Adrien tried not tear up ever since. His image worsens every day. Nathalie walking out like a brat with heels towards the hallway.
Soon to be thirteen, Adrien confused in what he has done to let others down. In solution, he folds his hands while his knees on the clean cold tiles leans to a prayer.
Dear Lord,
Please help me. I need you! I don't know where I should be. With no friends or anyone else. Help my parents with their struggles. I hurt bad. Like a stuffy has been torn. No girl would like me Lord and please bring your light to my parents even to Nathalie. Give me strength to overcome. I will never forget you Lord.
Amen.
His eyes gaze at the magazine that has been placed on the floor that Nathalie have might have dropped. Appeared to a cover of a muscled man built up with articles about workouts routines. Himself begging his eyes to read the articles, with explanation how to remain a shaped body. Minds of his little soon to be teen body wants to get in shape. One photo showed his inspiration of doing sit ups as the first. His aching self have difficulties on doing the action. But still manage himself in push of the guts to accomplish one thing that might bring up the mood. Still fears to overcome so far that his image might worsen more. He can't wait to find out what working out could do.
The major of the task of working out turns to be the right time to do at night in cause of noise to be blocked when others asleep. His parents and Nathalie remains as abusers to Adrien. Questioning the whole month of March of what he has done to his body. Thinking of drug use. Instead to beat the hell out of Adrien some more. His voice is not heard nor himself is visual. Or acceptable. His birthday turn the same as all the others.
Whatever he needs or wants something, trying not to speak ever to anyone in thinks of abuse or letting others down. Adrien feels like he is worthless and confused that others get a voice rather than him.
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Fanfiction5 year old Adrien starts to be abused by his family at home for a reason he is not sure about or what he said 2 years ago. Something major happens to him with a light that shown. He has a secret for years yet doesn't know that item lead him to the l...
