Until I Found You

His Birth

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I screamed louder and louder as I could feel Adrien coming out.
"Good job and Last PUsh!"
I pushed all of my might then all of a sudden I heard a baby cry.
Born at 6:30 am
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The brunette, Dr Charlotte was doing physical checks on Adrien. Gosh can I hold my child! I want to feel him!
It took about 10 minutes I think but it seems like forever.
I grew so excited to see the doctor carrying my boy towards my direction. He is near my direction.

"Okay Ms. Keizer here is your son. I will leave you two alone and also wait for the dad?"

"No no don't wait and thank you so much ma'am"

Ahhhh I'm about to touch my boy. As my hands started to feel his embrace, tears came down my hot sweaty cheeks. Is this a dream and he is here? Yes.. he is here! Gosh he is so beautiful! Yet his eyes aren't opened yet but still he is.... gorgeous! I begin to hold his fragile head while brushing his baby face whispering.
"I love you Adrien! You are a Miracle!"
Once I spoke those words Adrien began to open his little eyes. His eyes were like a gorgeous earthy green that brings softness to my heart. He's got my eyes but more beautiful ! His curious self is adorable and I love him ever since I found out that I was carrying him in my belly. I'm so blessed to be his mother. I remember my mother sings to me every time I'm down it cheers me up every time.
I began singing to my Adrien while brushing his soft gentle white face. Still looking into his beautiful green eyes.
You are my sunshine my only sunshine. you make me happy when skies are grey. You never know dear how much I love you! please don't take my sunshine away..

I adore my Adrien. It still makes me so pissed to find that Gabriel doesn't give a damn about me or Adrien. So I decided that his last name for now is Keizer. Adrien Keizer. Why is Gabriel doing this to me and I think positively that he USED ME!
But once I hold Adrien Keizer into my arms I start to forget all the bad times and even Gabriel!
My sweet Adrien I promise I will always love you with all of my heart, let's say a prayer before the nurse gets here.
Dear Heavenly Father,
Thank you! Thank you for my son to this special day! I appreciate you Lord that you gave him lungs to breathe the air you gifted, ears to hear the animals, people and things around us, a heart that pumps yet how much love he will give, and keeping him alive. He is the bestest the most best gift that I ever received. If I go down hill please remind my son I need help from You and lead him to you Lord. I love my Adrien that you have brought into this world. Remind Adrien as he grows up that he is not replaceable and he has a purpose that you have for him and most of all he is loved! I know that what Gabriel and I did was a sin and I hope you forgive. Thank you again for my son and also me being a mother to Adrien.
Amen.

Once I said prayers with my child a red head nurse, Brittany came in unexpectedly. I might have peed a little with the startles. The nurse laughed but I wasn't so pleased in cause of embarrassment. Imagine if you gave birth to a child and then someone comes out of nowhere like I can control my bladder now. That's embarrassing that nurse did.
I politely asked if it's okay to clear out and head home with Adrien.
Answers were denied to the fact that I gave birth like an hour ago. They still want to check Adrien which worries me ever since I held him for the first time.

"Okay I will take him. And you will wait here."

Are you kidding me did she just grab my child without permission and where is she taking him?

So silly 19 me started to cry like a child while pleading "please give my Adrien back and where are you taking him?"
Then there was no answer, she just left!
I know I shouldn't do this but I decided to get up yet I did hurt my self with the IVs and other things were on me. My stomach hurts like hell. Kept walking as fast as I could to get to my Adrien. Finally reached to the hallways, but the doctors and nurses were screaming at me repeatedly "Ma'am go back to your room!"
Obviously I denied and shouted the top of my lungs "WHERE IS MY BABY! DON'T HURT HIM!" I lost breath with the frights of losing Adrien, my son.
They put me in a wheel chair, of course I was defensive while trying to get out from the chair. Repeated voices keep telling me to "Calm down" but can I?
What happens if Adrien is at risk? Or he needs his mother? I love Adrien with all of my heart! Then a buckle was wrapped around my waist tightly for them securing me into the chair. Suddenly tears rushed down with fears of being trapped because of my recent experiences with someone.....
I want to yell!
Noticing that they wheeled me back to the assigned room I delivered in. Still crying once I reached to the door and to the inside of the room. A baby cry was heard from my mother ears, it was .... ADRIEN!
I am so relieved to see my boy. But they still haven't given him to me.
Nurses maintain a stern and serious face while telling me "Your baby will return to you tomorrow."