Intersected Lines (R-18)

Line 34.5

Calm before the storm

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(Choi Seungcheol's PoV)

-Kim Mingyu must be having a good time laughing right now. Thinking how pathetic I am to believe that luring Yoon Jeonghan back into my arms would be that easy. It wasn't easy of course but I never thought that it would turn out this way. I was playing really well, victory was within a blink of an eye but suddenly it's game over and in the end I'm still the fucking loser.

I did everything to help myself after that island trip. Avoided him for the whole weak, deleted his contact, diverted my attention into some other things hoping that it will be over soon but I guess I was really a fool.

"You son of a bitch Choi Seungcheol why are you staring at him?"

-I found myself drowning again.  Drowing at the sight of him smiling like an angel.

"He's really something. How could he make my heart pound like this when I'm clearly hurting?"

-maybe he's fallen one. A fallen angel that once made me feel loved and special but the same angel who taught me sorrow and pain . The kind of pain that won't go away and the kind of sorrow that wants me to stay. Ano bang nangyayari sakin?

"After lunch pa ang sched mo hindi ba sayo sinabi ng manager mo?"

-joshua suddenly appeared from nowhere. Scaring me a little with the little tap he placed on my shoulder.

"Startled? Minimize your caffeine intake cheol"

"Oh c'mon anyone would freak out if you go around popping like that"

"You're literally loitering around the entrance. I didn't pop from nowhere cheol galing ako sa labas. So why are you here this early?"

-I turned to see if my angel is this there. I can't afford to loose him again not with just a simple task of staring.

"Nothing. I just feel like going early to work today"

-I tried my best not to make it obvious but...

"Is keeping an eye on him part of your work now?"

-son of a bitch. I didn't expect that he would notice that fast. There's no sense to hide now nabuking nya nako.

"I haven't talk to him for a while now. I'm doing great so please just let me do this much Shua"

-saglit na katahimikan ang namayani saming dalawa na ngayon ay parehas ng nakatitig sa kanya.

"Does that mean you're moving on?"

"Maybe? Kinda? Call it what you want. I don't even know where I'm heading to. All I know is that I need to get away before my own feelings end me"

"You could just win him over. Why is there a need to get away? Think about it first"

-I looked at him unbelievably. Is he serious?

"You're adding salt to my open wound did you know that? It hurts too much already. Stop poking it I'm trying to heal"

"If I let you do that then I would loose him completely. This is not the right time to give up Cheol we need to do something"

-his eyes met mine. What does that mean?

"What does my pain have to do with you? Alam moba kung kasakit ang manatiling ganito? Ako nalang yung nakakapit samin Joshua gusto konang makabangon"

"Hindi pwede"

-iniyukom ko ang kamao ko at itinapat yun sa muka nya.

"Do you want a piece of me? I won't hesitate to punch you right now"