Justice has been Found

Helpless

      I woke up on a couch. I was wrapped in a blanket and there was a pillow behind my head. I heard them talking.

      "I really hope she's OK."

      "I do to Seth but she seems like she wants to be hidden, you can't blame her though."

      The last voice was Roman's. I got off the couch and looked at the clock. It was only 3 in the afternoon. I sat down at the kitchen table next to Roman and across from Seth.

      "Welcome to Florida!"

      "Thanks Roman you can welcome yourself too."

      He laughed at what I said. The look on Seth's face was still serious. He looked said.

      "So where's Dean?"

      "He's went to the store to go get some food to make for diner."

      Right after Seth said that Dean came walking in the door with two bags of food. He said hi to me then went to go put the food in the fridge. I got up to go sit on the couch. I noticed that Seth Dean and Roman were all whispering to each other. After Dean was done putting most the food away, Roman decided to start cooking. Dean sat down on one side of me and Seth sat down on the other. Dean was watching TV when Seth whispered in my ear,

      "Can we please go for a walk so you can explain what happened earlier."

      I nodded and we both got up. Seth told Roman that we where going for a walk while I got my shoes on and put on my jacket. After that we where halfway down the street when Seth asked me,

      "Is it OK if I ask you about what happened earlier today?"

      "I guess so, you let me live with you so I can't really say no I guess."

      "Alisa, you can say no. You don't have to tell me if you don't want to. We just want you to feel better."

      I stared blankly at the ground. No one ever cared how I felt. The last thing I expected where three famouse guys who barely know me to care.

      "In the car you where crying in you sleep. You where shaking like crazy and we all where trying to wake you up. While Dean and I tried to wake you up Roman went into the store to go get lunch and a bottle of water. When he got back you where practically screaming in your sleep. We felt so bad there was nothing we could do. After you woke up and started crying. We felt so bad because we didn't know what to do.

      We just want to know what's wrong so we can help you."

      I don't like the word help. It makes people seem like they can't do anything for themselves and makes me feel hopeless. I cringed my teeth and started to cry.

      "I don't need help. I can handle myself. All this time, for two years strait I've done things on my own and now you think that you can help me. You think that you can fix me. I'm sorry its not your fault but aren't all of us just better on our own!"

      I started to run down random alleyways. Seth ways trying to keep up with me but at the same time call Dean and Roman. Before I knew it Seth had lost me, but I was stuck in a dark alleyway and someone else found me.