Justice has been Found

Marks

      Seth and I went to the pizza place first. We sat down at a table and Seth ordered us pur pizza. I only had Two bites of my pizza, I didn't have the apitite to eat after my fight with Dean. It just made me feel so guiltly, but I know I have to join them. Seth looked at me with concern.

      "Princess that's all you've eaten today."

      "I know I'm just not that hungry."

      "Can you at least try to finish that slice? Please?"

      I nodded, and slowly began to finish the pizza. After I was done with that slice Seth took the rest of the pizza to go, and we headed off to the trampoline place. When we got there fun music was blaring.

      Seth ran onto one of the trampolines and did a front flip. I tried to do what he did, but landed on my but. We where there for a few hours until we decided to head home. I was a little hungry on the way home so I ate another slice of pizza.

      When we got back Roman wasn't there, but Dean was. He looked at me coldly, made a weird noise, then looked away. My eyes started to tear up. I couldn't hold in the anger any more.

      "You need to get over yourself Ambrose!"

      "Look who's talking! We save you from the crap hole you live in and you do this to us! You might as well be dead by now if we didn't help you! You'd probably just turn into a drug addict if it wasn't for us! If anyone needs to get over themselves its you Alisa!"

      Dean walked up to me and pushed me on the ground. I looked up at him shocked. It took him a few minutes to realize what he did. He started saying sorry and trying to help me up. I stood up and pushed him back words. I ran to the bathroom with my eyes full of tears and locked the door.

      I always carried my best friend with me, my razor. I popped off my phone case and took the razor out. I could hear Seth walking over to the door. I could see his feet from under the door while he was talking to me.

      "Alisa please don't hurt yourself. Please don't."

      I ignored him. I started to cut myself, but not on my arms, on my thighs. Nobody ever checks your thighs. Row after row, I cut and I cut. When I was done I sat there for a little while. After I cleaned my self up and walked out of the bathroom. Roman was home, he walked up to me and grabbed my arms.

      He didn't see any marks, because that's not where they are. I could tell that Seth was still concerned. He came up to me and gave me a tight squeeze, but I don't hug back. I could see Dean sitting in the corner off the room. Roman got Dean to get up and come to the table. We all ate left over pizza for dinner.

      Roman and Seth soon left to go to bed, and it was just Dean and I. I walked up to him and handed him my razor.

      "Never give this back to me."

      "But I thought you didn't hurt yourself?"

      "I may have a twinkle in my eyes, but with no doubt there are marks on my thighs. Im dangerous Dean. I've never hurt anyone as bad as I've ever hurt myself."

      He took the razor from my hand and put it on the table. He stood up and gave me a hug.

      "Honeybee, I'm really sorry about what happened."

      I didn't respond, I didn't hug back. Dean pulled away and looked at my. There where tears streaming down my face and I was shaking my head no. I ran to my room and shut my door. I was crying into my pillow when I heard my door open, then close. I felt the bed move as someone sat down next to me.

      "I'm truly sorry honeybee."

      Dean pulled me close to him and I cried into his chest. I soon fell asleep like that.