Healing Love (Yizhan, Zhanyi) Love COMPLETED

Chapter 15 (At the beach)

Chapter 15 (At the beach)

I think I had a very eventful day. Laying on my bed again makes me think of my day. I can remembered how Yebo smashed his cucumber. Now, thinking about it makes me laughs. He is truly adorable. What I am feeling now also scare me. I remembered the closeness we shared when we were cutting the cucumber. I am feeling warm and also awkward. What worry me is that I shouldn't be feeling this because he is a young boy whom I am trying to heal his heart. I am confused and a little worry. I am trying hard to remember what my grandma told me.

"Follow you heart and do good things" I knew today, we achieved a lot in the sense of therapeutic work. Yebo has open himself to healing, writing letters to his mother is a big step for someone having traumatic experiences. I am hoping that the letter he wrote will help him to understand that loving his mother doesn't mean that he is living in guilt but rather moving forward and not living in the past.

I am so looking forward to the picnic tomorrow that even lying in the bed, I am thinking about it and it brings a wide smile on my face. I feels my heart warming up when I think of Yebo including me in the promises that he made to himself. I now know that I am important to him. I hope he knows that he is also important to me too. The more I think about it, the more complex I feel, no wonder grandma says that human being are complex. What I am feeling is not only complex but complicated and totally confusing. Maybe, I should just think of the improvement Yebo made and just focus on him instead of myself, my feeling and my thoughts. Focus on healing his heart.

With this thought, my mind, soul and heart seems to calm down a bit. My eyes looking at the ceiling continue to feel heavy and then enter into my dreamland.

I woke up slightly late today, I think it could be either my tire mind or my tire heart trying to solve the mystery of my feeling. I realised that it is 9.30 am, meaning I am going to be late going to Yebo's house.

I rushed all my morning routine and jump, hop and run down the stairs. I pass by my grandma and she looks at me obscurely. I knew I couldn't get pass her without giving her a kiss on her forehead. She wave at me later, seemingly knowing that I am late for something. She can be voted the most understanding grandma in the world.

When my car arrived at Yebo door. I knew that Yebo will be waiting for me at the door because I am already 15 minutes late. As per prediction, Yebo already open the door before I knock on it. He looks a bit anxious waiting for me. I saw him and then I climbed up the steps. I decided to press the door bells even when the door is open and he is waiting for me.

"Why are you pressing the door bells when you already saw me" Yebo ask me

"I haven't got to know how your door bell chime" I told him.

Mr Lam the butler laughs and then he says

"This is so true Mr Xiao, Yebo is always waiting for you anxiously"

Yebo nod his head innocently. I smile at him sweetly with my bunny teeth.

"Shall we go now" I ask Yebo.

To my horror, there were two big basket of food, and according to Mr Lam contain everything and it is prepare with instruction from Senior Wang.

"Yebo, we are spending a day at the beach and not a week, so much food" I laugh as Mr Lam load into my car. Yebo just shrug his shoulder as he is in a hurry to get into my car.

We arrived at a lovely peaceful beach. I step out of my car, I already feels the peaceful breeze from the calming sea. There were trees and benches near the beach. We brought our big basket of food and set it on the table. I took out an empty bottle with a cap, which I kept it in my car.