Why did this happen to me?

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After the whole kissing situation things have been a bit off between me and Josh. I understand why, I don't think I'll ever forgive myself. Josh is always reassuring me that he's fine and that he still loves me. I really don't deserve him. I needed to do something that will prove to him that I love him. I knew exactly what I needed to do. I called Josh and told him to meet me at the beach where we had our first date at 6 pm and he said he would. I got to work on my plan and when I finished it looked like this.

I set up a while date and packed his favorite foods, by the time he got here the sun was setting and it was perfect

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I set up a while date and packed his favorite foods, by the time he got here the sun was setting and it was perfect. I hung up my favorite pictures of us and set up lights. I see Josh getting out of his car and so I walk towards him.
Y/n: Heyyyy Josh!
Josh: Hey baby! Why are you so happy??
He hugs me and kisses me
Y/n: I just have a surprise for you!
Josh: Don't keep me waiting
Y/n: come on
I grab his hand and walk him over to my set up, I look at Josh to see his reaction and a big smile comes across his face
Josh: Did you do all of this??
Y/n: All for you :)
Josh: It's amazing!
He picks me up in a hug and spins me around.
Y/n: haha Josh put me down! I have to show you around!
Josh: ok ok, show me
He sets me down
Y/n: I got all of your favorite foods
Josh: even my fruit snacks
Y/n: yes even your fruit snacks haha
He kisses me on the cheek
Y/n: I also put up really cute pictures of us
Josh turns towards the pictures and I see his eyes tear up, and he smiles
Y/n: baby what's wrong?
Josh: I just think it's really sweet that you did this much for me
Y/n: You deserve more than this
Josh: It's perfect
He turns to me and kisses me
Y/n: I brought my laptop so we can watch some movies
Josh: we can watch whatever you wanna watch
Me and Josh sit ontop of the pillows with a blanket and cuddle while we watch movies. We sat there for about 3 hours, just hanging out together. We decided that it was time for us to pack up the set up and head home. We picked everything up and got in Josh's car, I decided I would pick my car up tomorrow. He drives me over to my house to drop me off, but I invited him in.
Y/n: Wanna come in? I have ice cream!
Josh: well in that case, I would love to!
Y/n: haha great
We both walk into my house and we set all the stuff from the beach on the floor. We both get our ice cream and since we watched plenty of tv for the night, we decided to play "sorry".
Y/n: wow you're bad at the game
Josh: this game is totally based on luck!
Y/n: well then you're really unlucky!
Josh: who knows, maybe I'm letting you win
Y/n: you are not!
Josh: well I guess you'll never know
Y/n: I'll find out!
I start pinching Josh
Josh: ow! Stop! Haha
Y/n: tell me! Are you letting me win?!?
Josh: fine! I'm not! You're just super lucky
Y/n: good!
Josh: (wispers to self) I'm lucky that I'm a good lier
Y/n: you asshole!
I start to get up to chase Josh and he gets up and runs. He finally gives up and sits on the couch.
Y/n: hey we have to finish our game
Josh: alright, but help me up?
I grab Josh's hand to pull him off the couch, but he catches me off gaurd and pulls me. I end up laying on my back on the couch while Josh is laying on his side next to me. He leans over me and we start making out. I put my hands on his face while he has his left hand on my right hip. His hand begins to go down to my thigh and he starts to unbutton my shorts, but he stops himself. He sat up and so did I.
Josh: I'm sorry, I forgot that you wanted to wait.
Josh was about to speak again but I kissed him. I took off my shirt and began to unbutton his pants.
Josh: what are you doing?
Y/n: what do you think?
Josh: we don't have to
Y/n: I know
Josh started to kiss me again, I took off his shirt. And he layed back ontop of me. He started to pull down my shorts but then the door opened. This is the most embarrassing thing that could have happened.
Mom: I,m hom-
Me and my mom look at eachother and then she turns back around and walks out.
Y/n: holy shit
I cover my face with my hands
Y/n: This is my worst nightmare, of course this happens to me! Why!
Josh: y/nn It's ok
Y/n: maybe for you, you don't have to live with this women
We both put out clothes back on and I tell Josh to stay inside while I go talk to my mom. When I open the door she is sitting on the steps.
Y/n: mom?
She turns around
Mom: oh hi honey, come sit
I sit next to her
Y/n: um, I'm sorry..
Mom: yeah a warning would have been nice
Y/n: oh my go this is so embarrassing
Mom: it's ok sweetie
She rubs my back
Y/n: this will never go away
Mom: sure it will, I just might need to cleanse my eyes.
Y/n: haha I don't blame you
Mom: look I know we don't talk much, but I'm hear for you and you can ask me anything. I just want what's best for you.
Y/n: I love you mom
Mom: love you too
We both hug
Mom: now head inside and tell your boyfriend that he is coming over for dinner tomorrow
Y/n: really?
Mom: Yes!
*I'm so sorry for the wait! And for leading you on and making you think something juicy was gonna happen🍆* ENJOY!

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