- Beanie -

Chapter 13 - I miss you

Damien's POV

3 days. 3 days have passed and we got nothing from Yen. But like every performer says, "the show must go on" . We're currently doing our meet & greet here in San Diego and Shayne always seems to notice how I zone out from time to time. He nudged me which caught my attention. "I hope she's okay dude." he said. I can feel a lump in my throat.

What if she isn't? I'm getting so worried. Did I scare her off? Was it because of PDA? Oh no. I turned my back against the people and swiped in my phone. I tried texting her again. I told her the current hotel we're staying at and hoped to get a reply from her sooner or later. I put my phone back in my pocket and tried my best to give the fans what they deserve. I just hope to see her soon.

Yen's POV 

"Are you sure you're not going to stay for a little while?" My sister asked. I hugged her. "I'll be back, I promise. I still need to fix something. I only got a few more days to enjoy this vacation." I told her. My phone kept beeping so I take a look at who was sending me messages. Damien.

Oh Damien, I wish I know how to tell you how and where I've been for the past 3 days. I hope you won't get angry at me. "He likes you a lot." She said, looking at my phone. I read the message.

Yen, please tell me you're okay. It's been 3 days and I can't help but worry about you. I couldn't reach you, I don't know where you are, please tell me where you are. We're currently in San Diego, we'll be staying at the Kimpton Hotel on Fifth Avenue. I wish to see you. I miss having you in my embrace, you got me addicted to you without even realizing. Please x

A blush crept on my face. "I don't know how to face him." I said, panicking. "Well, you can't hide forever. You got to face him someday. I'm sure he'd understand." She said, giving me one last hug. "I'll call you, okay?" I said before I hugged my mom goodbye. "I love you both so much! I'll be back soon." I said to my family. 

"Go get your man, sis!" My sister said making me chuckle. Well here goes nothing. I walked along the hall and gave the woman my ticket. I secured my seat and tried composing what my explanation for my sudden disappearance will be. 

"Good Morning passengers, we are now leaving Portland. Next up, San Diego California." the attendant announced. And before we knew it, we're off.

Damien's POV

"Thank you everyone for coming! We love each and everyone of you!" Ian said. A series of cheers coming from the audience filled the auditorium which overwhelmed us with much happiness. I will never get tired of this. I love the community so much! We all exited the stage and got our lapels removed. "Another successful show, guys!" Courtney cheered, getting herself a bottle of water as everyone else clapped. "Let's go back to the hotel." Ian said. "I'll just hit the toilet." I said.

I got in the bathroom and sat in for a while. When will I ever see Yen again? I'm getting frustrated. I checked my phone and still no reply, but something's new. She read it. I tried calling her, again and again but she never picked up,  until I hear a knock on the door. "Yo Damien, you ready?" Shayne said. "Huh? Yeah, I'll be out in a few." I said. I gave up from calling her but texted her instead. 

Show just ended, we're going back to our hotel. I miss you.

I closed my phone and washed my hands. I got out of the bathroom and found my way out of the theater. I caught up with the rest of the gang, with my head still hanging low. "Hey, you okay?" Ian asked. I shook my head. "I miss her so much." I said. "That girl was something, huh?" He asked. I sighed and kept my head down. We entered the hotel and everyone stopped on their feet. 

I looked back at them and asked why they stopped but Courtney smiled and pointed at the lobby. My eyes followed her hand and there I saw Yen, fidgeting her hands with a very nervous face. I froze. She's back. I can feel my breath hitch and my heart beating faster. She's actually here. 

My first instinct was to run towards her but we're both stuck in the ground. Shayne pulled my hand and walked with me to where she was. The closer I get to her the more my heart started beating faster. All I want to do right now is kiss her. But my affection might be the sole reason she went away. "We'll give you two some privacy." Shayne said before leaving us at the lobby. "Don't worry I'll get your things." He added. "Thanks bud." I replied before facing Yen.

"Damien" She said her voice cracked, and almost teary eyed. I immediately embraced her in a hug. Oh how I miss her skin on mine. Her soft hair I love to play with, and her perfume that lingers which makes me crave of her. "I'm so sorry, Damien." She started. She broke from the hug and looked at me eye to eye. "I'm sorry if I ever made you feel uncomfortable when I show affection." I cut her off. 

She got confused. "What do you mean?" She asked. "I thought the reason you left was because I was making you feel uncomfortable with the hugs and kisses publicly." I admitted. Her cheeks flushed red. "How would I feel uncomfortable when every second you remind me of how much you admire me. I'm flattered, really." She chuckled softly, biting her lip but then got nervous again. 

"Why did you left?" I asked, cupping her face with my hands as she rested her hands on my waist. She let out a huge breath. "My dad recently passed and I had to mourn and I-" she couldn't finish what she's saying without breaking down. I immediately pulled her to my chest tightly. "Shh. It's okay. I understand. You don't need to explain further." I whispered in her ear. I feel bad. Seeing her in pain makes my heart ache. 

I couldn't stand to see her in much pain. She's so vulnerable and I don't know what to say to make her feel better, so all I did was embraced her and let her release all the frustrations she's dealing with. A few minutes later her sniffles softened. I invited her to sit in the sofa at the lobby and wait for the rest of the gang. "Yen. I'm so sorry for your dad. My condolences. He was a good man." She smiled so weakly. 

"I'm so sorry for not telling you soon. I don't know how to tell you guys. I'm sorry for making you all worry, I'm sorry f-" I cut her off with a kiss. That's one way to keep someone quiet. Her face instantly red, I chuckled. "Please don't feel bad. It was something personal to you, I understand." I said, looking at the shocked lady sitting beside me. A smile crept on her face. "To make you feel better, I forgive you." I said, cupping her face with my right hand as my thumb wipe off the tears. Both look intensely at each other, exchanged smiles and finally sealed everything by giving her another kiss. 

"So, I see you two are okay now?" Nancy said. We broke from the kiss and Yen stood up immediately. She rushed to where Nancy stands and gave her a hug. I watch as the two caught up. Shayne sat beside me with Courtney and Ian occupying the rest of the sofa. "You two, huh?" He asked. I immediately blushed. "You really LIKE her, dude." Courtney said playfully slapping my arm. "Like? You mean HE'S SO IN LOVE WITH HER?" Ian chimed in, making the rest of us laugh.

I might actually be falling in love with her.