When I imagine it all, I see you,
But I don't think I'm in your debut.
You say the right things but don't follow through.
My issues with you just grew.
But if you were here would you still stay,
Or would all your promises fade away?
I'm collecting lies like an ashtray.
I feel like I am just your prey.
In the end I think I can do better,
But I don't know why I won't let her.
Do I let this cycle recur?
My desired answer is a blur.
If I follow my heart I will grow frail.
Thinking with my head would be the right trail.
To love you and allow myself to fail?
Or to love me and only prevail...
