This is a hanhaki (is that how you spell it?) disease thing. For anyone who doesn't know, hanhaki disease is a mythical disease that is made when a person loves another person but the other person doesn't like the first person back.
Trigger warnings: blood, death, rejection and AnGsT *evil author laughter* imma just *yeets self into sun* byee!
Third person POV:
Patton loved Logan. Logan loved deceit. Deceit loved remus. Remus loved virgil. Virgil loved roman. Roman loved patton. While loved remy. Remy loved no-one. Remy loved no-one because he believed in hanhaki. His motto: "no love, no heartbreak" but if we're being honest, Remy loved Emile, but Remy buried his feelings, for fear of getting a broken heart.
Patton pov:
I was laying on my bed, stating at the ceiling I coughed and our came two blood covered forget-me-not petals. Two. Two days after I confessed my love to logan. Two days since he rejected me. Two days since my heart broke. Two days since I've had hanhaki.
Logan pov:
I was reading and coughed. Out came five blood covered lilly petals. Five. Five days since my heart broke. Five days since I confessed my love. And probably only a few days left to go.
Deceit pov:
I coughed, a single black eyed Susan petal came out, covered in blood. One. One day since my heart shattered in my chest. One day since Remus rejected me. One. One day. One week. The all blend together in a blur of blood and petals and numbness.
Remus pov:
I coughed, a vine coming out of my throat. 6 feet long. Six. Six days since I confessed my love. Six days since I got the mythical hanhaki disease. Six, six, six.
Virgil pov:
I didn't bother trying to catch the petals that came out of my mouth when I coughed. Three. Three days since my heart was broken into a million pieces. Three days. Three weeks. Three months. All blurred in a mixture of blood, petals and tears. The three things that made up my life.
Roman pov:
Blood. Tears. Petals. Four. Four days since my heart broke into a million pieces. Four blood covered petals coming out of my mouth when I cough. Tears. The only thing that I felt was sadness.
Emile pov:
Seven. Tears. Blood. Petals. Seven days since Remy pushed me away, and I fell hard. Blood covered sunflower petals coming out of my mouth when I coughed. No tears, just numbness.
Third person pov:
The last thing that Emile, Roman, Remus, Deceit, Logan, Virgil and Patton were thinking as they took their final breath was "Why can't you love me?"
Remy pov:
I stated at the seven gravestones in front of me, year tracks down my face, my eyes red and puffy from crying. I remember waking up that fateful morning, remember nobody being downstairs, despite it being 11:00 noon. Then I remember checking in on the others. Everyone was in the same position: eyes closed, surrounded by bloody petals, but Emile had left a note, it read:
Dear Remy,
If you are reading this, we are all probably dead. Let me tell you how it happened. Everyone loved each other, I loved you. Nobody loved anyone back. We all died of the hanhaki disease. I love you, always and forever.
-Emile
There was a splat of blood on the page. I remember breaking down right there and then, sobbing and making inhuman noises.
Digging eight graves is hard. Yes, eight, one for each person.
Picking up the gun that would kill me, I positioned myself in front of my grave. I shot.
Pain.
Pain.
Pain.
Black.
Black, all around me, surrounding me.
Silence.
Breaking news!
Popular YouTuber Thomas Sanders has been found dead in his house. Friends Joan and Tayln found him there this morning. The cause of his death is unknown. R.I.P Thomas...
And how beautifully sad the graves looked. Joan and Tayln buried Thomas next to Remy. Even though Remy was in Thomas's mind.
Dr. Emile Picani (2020)
Roman Sanders (2020)
Logan Sanders (2020)
Patton Sanders (2020)
Deceit Sanders (2020)
Remus Sanders (2020)
Virgil Sanders (2020)
Remy Sanders (2020)
Thomas Sanders (2020)
Wow, that ended pretty deep. Sorry for not updating in a while, life suuuuuuuucks. Please leave requests, I NEED REQUESTS, REEEEEEEEEEEEE! Take it easy, guys, gals and nonbinary pals, peace!!!
Also, (shameless self promo) I have extra books! I hate that I love you is gonna be a full book and I have a sequel to it...
Is it wrong that I have written the prologue to TITLE HERE (the sequel) before writing the first chapter of I hate that i love you?I
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