First Time Love (n.g.)

Chapter 37

Ch. 37

April's POV:

Once we got back to the house the girls were laying on the couch all spread out.

"Awwwww." Matt spoke softly trying not to wake them up.

The boys went over to the couch to wake up their girlfriends which didn't work. They wouldn't budge.

"Damn. What have they been doing." Jack G said while smashing a pillow into Abbie.

"Hey. Woah. The poor girls have had a long trip here. Well some of them not all of them are here. Let them sleep. Or be a gentleman and pick them up nicely and go to your bedrooms." I said pretty annoyed. They all looked at me and shrugged their shoulders and picked up there girlfriends. "Much better." I nodded. We all headed upstairs and went to bed. Nash and Cameron needed to "talk" so they stayed downstairs for awhile. It seemed like hours before they got back up. I was watching t.v. when Nash came into the bedroom and slammed the bathroom door closed and locked it. What happened?

I got up from the bed and knocked on the door. "Nash?" The shower turned on so I had to speak louder. "Nash! Open the door please." Ugh. After trying five times I gave up and went to go find Cameron.

I knocked on his door and he opened it right away. Standing there looking like nothing happened. "Um. Can you explain to me what the fuck happened down there please?" I'm beyond annoyed. I'm actually always annoyed.

"Well I just told him something simple and he freaked out." He shrugged his shoulders.

"Well? What was it!" I tried to lower my voice. His face looked worried but not towrds him but towards me. "Fine. Don't tel me. I already got enough crap going on in the next couple weeks. I'll just let it go." Even though I never will be able too.

"I...well you just need him to tell you. It's not my place to tell you. He hasn't even told any of the other boys ok. So just give him some time." I nodded my head and turned around and went into my room.

Questions just kept interrupting my mind like crazy. I couldn't think. I can't think, hell I don't want to think. Nash wasn't even out of the bathroom yet. So I decided to go lay down, get cuddled up and try to fall asleep with everything going on. Ten minutes later with being not fully asleep but half asleep I felt the bed sink right next to me slowly. I decided to not turn around and i'm glad I didn't because I he scooped me up with his arm and cuddled agains't me. I smiled but not out of being happy for what he just did. Soon after I fell right asleep.

Next morning I woke up with a pounding headache and a little dizzy. I looked over to where Nash was laying and he wasn't there. I got up and fumbled a little in my step. I headed to the bathroom, looked in the mirror, oh my god I look horrible. I shrugged it off and headed downstairs. Nobody was in their rooms so I assumed they were all downstairs. I got down stairs and nobody and I mean nobody was here. No noises, no nothing. Not even the girls are here.

You know what...now that everyone is out even though I have no idea where they are, I will start calling and planning even more for the wedding. It's next week and I still haven't called for catering or a wedding planner. I know a really good one though. My mom.

I called up my mom and hoped she answered. She picked up on the second ring. That was quick.

"Hello?" He voice sounded muffled.

"Hey mom. How are you and dad doing? I hope you're getting treated well in that hospital."

"Oh of course I am . And dad is doing great as well. So whats up hunny?" Her voice a little more clearer.

"Well you know my big wedding is coming up in a week and I wanted you to be my wedding planner. I know you are getting out with dad in two days. And if you are healthy enough could you possibly come out with dad and be my planner?" I was out of breathe but hopeful.

"Of course hunny! Yay! It's a little late to know about it of course but me and you dad are healthy enough to come out. I could not be more happy and honored to be my daughters wedding planner!" I could tell she was excited because she was yelling as loud as possible and I couldn't help but give out a little giggle.

"I"m so glad you are ok and well enough to do this mom. I love you guys and I can't wait to see you!" She said goodbye after we were done talking for a little bit longer and hung up.

I leaned back into the couch and the front door slammed open. And in came all the girls and the boys with bags and bags of shopping items.

"What the heck!!!" I yelled at them. "Why would all of you go out, together even, with out me, and come in with...with...a thousand bags of shopping items!" I was furious and I don't know why.

They all stood in their tracks and looked at me with curious eyes. "What?" I asked with annoyance.

"I'm sorry babe, I would have woken you up but I didn't-"

"You didn't what? Want me to go with you?" Why was I screaming. All the boys and the girls started to head up stairs. "Nope." I stopped them. "What is going on? I don't understand. I have never been this angry before. Maybe I am just going insane but ever sense last night you." I pointed to Cameron. "And you." I pointed to Nash. "Have been acting crazy. Ok now everyone else can go upstairs." They all nodded and headed up the stairs as fast as possible. I stared down at Cameron and Nash wanting an explanation.

"Ok. Fine." Cameron started first. But Nash glared at him from the side and Cameron backed down.

"April. I wanted to tell you this a long time ago but I couldn't get to it. Don't worry it doesn't have to do with a bet like most things-"

"Most things?" I am confused. I could feel the steam coming out of my head.

"It's not about us. It's about something in my way way past ok. The only people that know about my past is the boys. Not the girls. But what I'm trying to get at is if I...If I marry you...I have to quit Magcon. Forever." His face become gloomy and sloped down a little.

"What?" I looked at both him and Cameron. "This isn't fair. I don't understand. What does are marriage have to do with your guys' tour?"

"Well..." Cameron started out. "They think it would be bad for the fans..."

"But they already know..."

"They only know about you two dating. April you guys haven't been to a Magcon with the fans knowing you guys are getting married and after this Magcon tomorrow that's going to be your last and Nash's. The managment isn't angry they are just protective you never know what thet fans could do. I mean they are fine with you guys dating and all but I don't know how they are going to react with marriage..." Cameron explained. And Nash just stared at me with loving and caring eyes. I couldn't believe they are going to do this to him.

"I still don't understand why though. Maybe I can talk to the fans or the managment and let them tell the fans. Anything. Nash, I don't want to be in your way of your future." I looked at him, deeply. Cameron nodded his head and went upstairs.

"April. You're my future and you know it. And maybe you're right, maybe we can talk to the fans and see how they react. We have to at the show tomorrow, we have to ok? No excuses." He looked at me then placed a kiss on my forehead and walked me upstairs. I agreed with him but my mind was still trying to process on why and how this was fair to him and the boys. Cameron couldn't live with out Nash if he wasn't going to anymore. I could see their friendship ending because of this. I silently grunted and looked at Nash from the side. I just don't want that to happen.