Life With The Winchesters

All That Matters

Thank you _Willow_Jinx_ for helping me out with this one... You're the best boo🖤🖤🖤🖤

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"I love you girls"

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Sam was absolutely thrilled to finally have Avery home. "Where's Dean?" He asked "He's... He's in the back of them Impala" Sabrina said quietly with tears in her eyes...

Sam helped get Dean inside without the kids seeing, they got him to a spare bedroom, far from the kid's rooms. Sabrina walked back into the library and Ethan ran up to her "Where's Daddy?" He asked "He's working and he might be out for a long time" Sabrina replied "Don't be sad Mama, Daddy always comes back" Jack smiled "He does, doesn't he?" Sabrina asked with a smile "Every time" Jack said, hugging his mother...

Sabrina heard yelling and put Ethan down to go see what was happening.

"Don't you ever leave me like that again! I was so fucking worried about you" Sam yelled "You don't understand I-" Avery started "Needed space, yeah I get it but You're not the only one trying to deal with this!! How the hell do you think I feel? I know, nothing compares to the bond between a mother and her child but fuck Avery, this is just as hard on me. We need each other to get through this" Sam sighed, running his hand through his hair. "I'm sorry" Avery said quietly. Sam grabbed Avery and pulled her into a tight hug and kissed her cheek. "And as for you Miss Sabrina" Sam said, as if he knew she was there "Next time you leave like that, I'm gonna hunt you down and kick your ass" Sam said sternly "Yes, Sir" Sabrina nodded...

After all of that, everyone ate dinner and Avery held all three of her babies, Sabrina got her kids ready for bed then went to the room Dean's body was in...

"I love you" Sabrina said quietly, holding tightly onto Dean's hand, she felt a hot tear run down her cheek. "He'll be back Sabrina, Crowley said he could do it" She heard Sam say from behind her. "He isn't sure what will happen this time but he'll help us keep tabs on him and get him back" Sam explained "I just want to make sure it's okay with you." Sabrina nodded her head "Yes, I don't care if he comes back as a demon, we can cure him and I'll have my husband back" She said. "He can get started tonight but he won't start until we're all in bed" Sam replied. Sabrina once again nodded, she kissed Dean's forehead before leaving the room and making her way to her bedroom where the kids were sound asleep...

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"I love you girls" played over and over in Sabrina's head as she cried herself to sleep every night for almost a year...

Since Dean got killed and brought back by Crowley, he's back but as a demon... Again... Sabrina hadn't gotten a good nights sleep since, although she was worried about Dean she didn't want him to come back to the bunker, at least not as a demon and she definitely didn't want the kids to know...

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"Sam I don't think I can do this to him" Sabrina said, pacing the library "I mean, so much could go wrong. He could figure out what's happening and kill us, he's a demon now he wouldn't think twice" She went on "Bree stop worrying, it'll be fine" Sam said, handing Sabrina a few folded shirts. "Just please don't come in until I come out" Sabrina said as took the shirts with a sigh and made her way to her bedroom.

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Sabrina entered the room, nonchalantly and began putting the shirts away. "So, ya been wearing my clothes while I've been away" She heard an all too familiar voice say "Just your shirts" Sabrina replied. Thanks to Crowley she knew Dean was there but she was extremely nervous...