The Forbidden Love a Loki fan fiction

Not a Monster

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Allie's point of view~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I smiled as I lay down in my bed. Those doughnuts were so good. I had thanked Tony earlier, after he brought us home. I was also getting somewhere with my mission with Loki.
I had only been with S.H.I.E.L.D for a few days and I was already comfortable with my surroundings and my power. Life was good.
As I thought about my life with S.H.I.E.L.D I remembered, Coulson bringing the tray of food to Loki.
I should go visit Loki. I thought.
It was night, but I didn't think Loki would mind. If he was awake. I stood up and stretched. I rubbed my tired eyes and left my room. On the way down the hallway, I ran into someone.
Bruce. "Whatcha doing?" Asked Bruce in surprise.
"Oh, just taking a walk." I said nonchalantly.
"Yea, same here I can't sleep."
"Well I must be going, bye Bruce." I said, pushing past him, to avoid more questions about my destination.
"Bye." Bruce said quietly, staring at me. The look in his eyes was sad. But I didn't think much about it.
As I turned into Loki's hallway, I heard a noise. It was muffled. But it sounded like...someone crying.
I pushed open the door to Loki's room and gasped at what I saw.
Loki was sitting on the ground, surrounded by broken shards of glass. His face was slightly cut up, and he was not wearing his usual clothes, but a black undershirt instead. I could see his shirt was soaked in red blood, that was dripping on the ground. There were many rips in his clothing, some rips seeping with blood. I could also see glass shards embedded in parts of Loki's back. I could not see his face.
Loki looked up at my gasp and just...stared. His stare seemed to pierce me with those emerald eyes...
"Why?" I whispered. Loki, understanding my question quickly replied.
"I'm a monster..."
"What?"
"A monster."
"Loki! your not a..." But Loki cut me off.
Suddenly my head was filled with memories. His memories.
Loki was standing in a room, a white haired man telling Loki that he was not an Asguardian. Loki, with tears in his eyes. Then another scene.
Loki and Thor fighting on a large rainbow bridge. Loki falling of the bridge. Then, yet another memory.
The memory of him turning into a frost giant. Smashing the mirror. Screaming.
As the memories ended, I looked at Loki, tears in my eyes.
"Loki..." I was so surprised I didn't know what to say. Then suddenly, I clicked the button, that teleported me into Loki's cell. I ran over to Loki and knelt down beside his bleeding body. I wrapped my arms around him in a tight hug.
He winced in pain, but didn't push me off, or hug me back. He just sat there. Staring off into the distance.
Then I heard him whisper in my ear.
"I am a monster."
And I whispered back.
"No your not."

***********************************Authors super awesome note**************************************
Hey! Thanks for reading this chapter. So the picture is of Loki, injured and bleeding on the floor, where Allie found him. The song of the chapter is "Demons" by Imagine Dragons. I think it fits in well.
So... What will happen to Loki next? Will Allie find the whereabouts of the Tesseract? Thor still must take Loki back to Asguard. Hmmm. What. Will. Happen?