i'm here outside your door
wondering if i should wake you
because i know you're in bed by
1 am.
but i can't bring myself to leave.
i need to amend these broken
promises & heal this relationship
before it completely dies.
i apologize for how i knew
you were sad but
i kept it to my fucking self,
unsure of how to handle the
situation.
it's my fault you landed in the
hospital
getting your wounds treated
then being thrown into a mental
institute.
i apologize for
the countless nights when you needed
me but i couldn't bring myself to
answer the phone.
i was just so scared of what else was
wrong in your life.
i apologize for
saying i was busy
when in reality i wanted to be alone.
you deserve so much better than i.
clues & ideas leave my mind
when i wonder
why you keep coming back
because i'm so horrid to you.
i wonder why you care about me so
when i treat you like shit,
probably making you think i hate
you.
but your door is right in front of me.
yet i'm still contemplating whether
i should knock and apologize
or run because i will feel guilty for
waking you.
because god knows i do not need
another reason to be sorry.
j.s
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short & quick poem.
hope it's enough to satisfy your needs.
i'm extremely sorry i've been a no show.
i have basketball & every night leaves me sore & hurting & tired.
i decided to create another fanfic.
it's going to go along with 'pill place', as it is now called.
the books will be a part of the suicidal towns series that i'm going to start.
yay !
good night loves xo
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