are mermaids only a myth?

terribly frightened

it's in your eyes,

that look of bone chilling fright.

you're unsure if you want this too.

you've spent too many nights

locked away,

not only physically,

but mentally too,

to want to change.

you're not sure if you want to take this forward

to be mine and give me the key to your

beautiful thoughts,

or to shut me out

like every other that's asked for your

time.

and my heart is bleeding

with anxiousness and panic

for this feels almost like court

and my case is out on the table.

i will love you

endlessly

freely

oversly

thoughtfully

and forever.

so while im staring into those pits of

terror,

it feels like a mirror.

although i think mine

are horrifically worse.

xjsx

~ ~ ~ ~ ~

it's been too long.

sorry to be wrapped away with sports and school.

hopefully i will be able to update a couple more times this weekend

and hopefully they'll be magnificently better than this..

so much love it hurts

josephine x