Over the course of the weeks, Grant and I have been so much closer to each other. Because of what happened between Allen, Anthony, and Grant—basically all of us had to distance ourselves and I'm still not losing hope that we will get back to we were before because I can see now that the problem isn't on our side. It's with Allen alone, well Anthony shared his cent but I think he understood the situation more than Allen does. And because of that, I was alone during lunchtime or carried myself up in which sometimes there are moments that I can't help but changes my mood.
Though apart from it, there was Grant, the senior who was with me when he has no classes and try his best to company me. At first, I told him that it's not necessary to join me anytime he saw alone eating on lunchtime or every time he saw me walking alone in the hallways. I told him to stop pitying me because I can handle myself but he didn't listen, he doesn't pity me and he just wanted to get close to me—and I don't believe at first.
Grant was supposed to be just my partner on my project but he became visible to me all the time, as much as I don't need him, he was there for me. And I'm not saying that I'm in love or so because I think he was just being good to me and I can see the genuity in his actions and I don't think he's the kind of person who will took advantage of our situation when in fact he was the one who told me not to take him for granted in which I'm not doing—I care for the feelings of a person—maybe I'm just confused what is the essence of being a human when you don't know what you want in life.
I'm packing up some clothes and put it on my bag, as usual, it is Friday and I'll be going back home to spend the weekend. And tomorrow is a very special day for me and I wouldn't want to miss to celebrate it with my family.
I heard knocks on the door and I guess it's the one I'm expecting to come at this hour. When I walk into the door and open it for him, he greeted me with a smile and I invited him in. I grabbed his duffel bag but he swayed it away because he told so that he can carry it and I let him.
"I was waiting you for over an hour, we could miss the bus because of you." I said to him.
He smirks and look at my bag on the floor, "and yet you're still not finish to pack up. How many clothes will you bring anyway? It feels like you're going to spend a summer vacation because of how big your bag is."
"That's all essentials," I corrected him and kneeled on the floor to finally put all the remaining accessories and clothes on my bag. Grant kneeled down and helps me to put my things on the bag. He was shaking his head and I was just smiling. With his help, I quickly wrapped up my bag as we were also ready to leave. "How about you? Is that all you need?"
He nodded, as I was pertaining to his duffel bag and it seems small that he fit all of his things inside. "Yup, we're just gonna spend the weekend not in Palawan." He smirks. "How about you? Do you still anything besides all of those unnecessary things inside your bag."
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