Lili Roberts, a struggling-confused teenager, has to identify his sexual identity, in order to seek his true self upon going through the sexual crisis of reaching adulthood. And attending a catholic school brings much more tension. Will Lili be able...
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Spending my weekend with Grant was worst, especially on my birthday but the fact that I know now that my father wouldn't ever accept me for who I will ever become in life. I don't even know what to do anymore but hearing all the encouragement from Grant that everything will be alright, I hold on to that because I know that in the near future they will accept me even though being who I am was against to the rule of their book.
As I stayed with Grant's house, he make me feel like home as he was staying alone in his house, he made sure that no one will come up at me to stop me from doing anything what I want in life. Though I know Grant keeps questioning himself that after what happened last Saturday, he thinks that it was his fault that we got caught but on the other hand I was the one who initiates the gesture and it who I am to blame and I made him believe that so I guess he feels a little bit better now.
Though yesterday I feel like a wrecked as I stayed alone in the room and Grant let me just stayed in the room because he understands my situation and at the end of the day, he was there to comfort me. I didn't know that a straight man would ever treat me like this. Though I was hoping that my parents would understand me. But I don't think that will happen as of the moment so I guess Grant's the best person to hold on to now.
And I guess staying with him in the same house will surely help me to finish my project quickly.
Grant and I leave his house together as we go to school. While we're on the bus, a thought of what my father said to Grant clicks in my head.
"I wanted to ask something," I started as I look at him. He creased his forehead waiting for me to say it. "What did my father said to you when he told you that you lied to him? What was that all about?"
"Do you really want to know?"
I shrugged off my shoulder, "I guess if you really want to be honest with me, you can say it. I won't say anything, I just wanna know what you guys talked about that in return he told you that you're lying."
"Okay," he took a deep breath and clears his throat. "Do you remember that I said it was just about some school stuff?" he said and I nodded. "Well, not at all. He asked if you're dating anyone in your school then I just said that you're not in that kind of business as of now. Then he countered, that you're not just completely interested in girls but for boys. And what shook me the most but I kept my cool when he asked that if I was your boyfriend."
"And what did you say?"
"That I said I'm not which is true, as of the moment, and I think he's not satisfied with and he just kept going on and on until we talked about what I do and such things. Though I see that he was relieved when he heard that I'm not your boyfriend and I'm just a friend because obviously, you know the answer to that..."
