regret

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bakugo POV

shit. he hung up.

from what it sounded like, he wasn't going to wait around to...
my insides churn.

...kill himself?

"f-fuck" i mumble, steadying my breath.
i couldn't have a panic attack now or deku will be done for.
i swallow, and force myself to run out of the house.

"for gods sake please be alright..." i plead silently, tears streaming down my face.

the air was bitterly cold, the sun had almost completely set. the darkness had started to take over.
this is your fault... katsuki.
down the street, to the right...

wearing your childhood friend down till they take their life...
left at the end of the park, another left...
you're probably already too late...

"SHUT THE FUCK UP" i sob, desperately trying to block the voices out.
i continue to run wearily, my breathing feeling non existent and knowing i could pass out any second.
but i had to keep going for that idiot...

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"DEKU!"
a thin, small figure was standing on top of the apartment roof. the sun was out just enough to see it...
he was smiling.

"h-hi, k-kacchan." he speaks in a monotone voice. 
"did- did you come to see me off? how nice."

his face expression doesn't change at all, it's almost like he's a robot.
he was shirtless,
making the amount of bruises and cuts on his body visible.
it's my fault.

"de-deku..." i tried to speak.
but my panic attack kept getting worse, cutting me off.

"shit.. shit! not at a time like this!"

i did this.

"p-please d-do- don't j-j-ju..."

my hyperventilating made it impossible to speak...
tears sting my eyes as i collapse to the floor.
my vision was blurred, but i could still see deku smiling, the sun behind him slowly disappearing.

"bye, kacchan..."

black.

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