...feelings?

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bakugo POV

guilt stings my heart once again.
i stare at deku's smile.

"no matter how much i pushed him away, izuku would always come back to me..." i croak,  as i watch kirishima's worried face have another realisation.

"i'm so sorry katsuki, now i get why you were upset from that name from before..."

i force a smile and wipe away my tears as i stand the photo frame on my bedside table.

"it's fine..." my voice shakes.
"it was my fault anyway..."

i instantly regret saying those words when kirishima jumps on me, and pins me onto the floor, his face millimetres away from mine.
i stare at his face which was full of anger.
he wasnt breaking eye contact.
"STOP BLAMING YOURSELF, KATSUKI!"

when he sees my terror-struck face, it seems as though he suddenly realised what he had done.
kirishima loosens his grip around my shoulders, and his face returns to normal.

"i... i'm sorry... i just want you to be happy." he whispers.

his cute face looks like it's on the verge of tears.
i try to stop my hands from moving upwards, but they won't listen.
i hold the back of his head, and pull him closer to my face.

i press my lips against his, feeling his warmth. as i did, it felt like all my worries had melted away.
what the fuck is this...
it feels like butterflies fluttering in my stomach.

"ka-katsuki?" kirishima says with a wobbly voice when i pull away.
he's sitting on top of me, his face as red as his hair...
god dammit, why does he have to be so cute?

"payback for scaring me, idiot." i smirk, watching kirishima's face turn redder.

"th-that's not fair! you scared me earlier too!" he replies.

is he talking about when i told dunce face to get lost...?

"it's just..." kirishima starts, then hesitates.

"...you kinda reminded me of this guy who used to bully me...and because you're always nice to me it kind of came as a shock, i guess." he says quietly, with his head down.

shit... i didn't know...

"i...i'm sorry kirishima..." i say, trying to see his face, when suddenly he grips onto my shoulders and pushes me onto the ground again.

he presses his lips on mine softly, sliding his arms up to hold my hands.
he gradually slips his tongue in, as the kiss quickly grows passionate and aggressive.

my heart hammers as though i had just been running.
pure bliss soaks in from my lips, spreading through my whole body.
what the hell are these emotions i feel right now...?

kirishima pulls away, panting and sweating.
he gives me a bad smile, different to the other friendly ones i've seen.
it makes my face burn up.

"payback for scaring me." he remarks while wiping the sweat off his forehead with his arm.

oh shit.
this indescribable feeling in my chest...
there's no doubt...

"kirishima... i like you."

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