Haikyuu x reader one shots

Kuroo x Anxious!reader (Angst)

I don't know the term for someone with anxiety soooo I just said anxious— don't judge me ok??? But yea. Ok so uh this is the story! Btw if you have request's I do take them, but plz comment them. My gmail broke so it work work if I want to like message you back. So comment your request's if you have any and, on with the storyyyy

You sat in the bathroom, your breath feeling way to heavy to make it easy to breathe. You gripped at your (h/l) hair and struggled to calm yourself down. Memories of your past were flooding through your head, you didn't know why. They just were there. Your friends who you lost. It's your fault. You left them. Your mind told you. Your father who always seemed to be screaming at you. You mess up. Your his disappointment. The bullies from middle school. And your first year of highschool. You always bothered them. It was your fault. You started to shake, and you felt your body collapse from the fetal position it was in before, you were now in a ball, laid down on the floor sobbing and struggling to breathe.

You felt so weak. Why can't I just be stronger. You thought to yourself. You wanted to be stronger, you wished that you were 'normal'. But, your boyfriend heard the loud bang from when you fell. "Babe? Are you in there?"

You let out a sob for a response, and when he heard he started to panic. "Babe, hey it's okay... open the door it's locked. Please baby I'm right here, I'm here for you ok??"

He doesn't love you. He is waistline his time on you. Your hurting him. Making him worry.

"Kuroo..." you sobbed. "I-I can't move... m-my body w-won't move..."

He ran to the kitchen to find the key for the bathroom. Because this wasn't the first time this has happened you guys had keys for every room incase if these situations. Once he opened the door and saw your fragile figure, he picked you up right away. Your legs wrapped around his waist and your arms around his neck as you sobbed into his shoulder. He was patient with you, and you never really understood why.

"I'm sorry I'm sorry" you cried

"Why are you sorry....?"

"..I- I'm always making you worry. I'm hurting you..."

"Babe, I want to worry. I love caring about you. I love loving you. Don't ever think that making me worry is something bad okay?? You can't control this... through everything you've been through it's going to be hard but I will wait. And I will walk through hell with you if it means you get better. Okay?"

You nodded as you continued to shake in his arms as he carried you to the room. You both laid down and he gently scratched your back, knowing it is a spot that almost immediately calms you down and helps you breathe. And soon you both feel asleep. Though you were still shaking, you were now protected from a guy who can barely brush his own hair.

Ah I rly like this one 😂. No but if you have requests wait a sec. I'm gonna make a chapter right after this one and it's gonna be a request one, like you comment there!!! So next chapter comment your requests!!!! I love you all. Thanks for reading!