Oikawa x suicidal! Reader

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A/O- HEY GUYS!!!!! For everyone who had requested I am working on your requests right now, and requests ARE still open, you only need to comment and they will be in eventually... I've never done requests before so I'm sorry if it takes longer than other users but while we wait, let's have a lil angst Ami right??
On with the story~~

He paced the waiting room back and forth while you were in surgery... praying and crying and wishing with every part of his body that you would be okay.... then he saw the doctor walk out of your room. Let's start with the beginnings.

You had always been depressed, but when you met toru Oikawa it all faded away. He was super close with your best friend Hajime, you met through him. and you undeniably fell in love very quickly, it was amazing at first. Dates, kisses, affection, cuddle dates, etc. and he always loved you. But eventually his 'fan girls' found out and they didn't take it lightly. You were bullied all the time and your depression suddenly got worse again, but you held up for him. Because you loved him and you never wanted to hurt him even if it meant that you would be happy. That's how selfless you were.

One day after being tormented, you got a letter in your locker saying to go to the music room. Confused you walked there and heard Oikawa talking to someone, a girl. You almost burst into the room but you chose to listen instead. "I love you Oikawa... please?"

He was about to say something When he was cut off, you couldn't hear what was happening so you opened the door and saw them... KISSING?????? Your heart shattered into a million pieces as you froze. He lightly pushed her off and was about to say something when he saw you.. "(y/n).... it's, listen to me I know this looks bad but I-"

"NO! Leave me alone please!!"

You ran out of the room in tears, before you bumped into Hajime... "woah (y/n) what's wrong??" He said as he saw your teary eyes..
"Toruu... he- I-"

"Shh. Come here, take your time I'll listen" he said as he pulled you in for a hug.

Oikawa's POV.

'Another fan girl' I thought to myself as I saw her in the music room. I really wanted to be more open about my relationship with (y/n) but I was scared of what my fan girls would do? I know they hurt people but at the same time I am too selfish to tell them to stop because they might stop liking me. (He doesn't know the fan girls already found out). This girl was cute and all and super sweet, but I loved my girlfriend. So I was going to deny her but she... kissed me?? It took me a couple seconds to realize what she was doing and I pushed her off, lightly though. I could never hurt a girl. I was going to get mad but then I saw her... (y/n). How the hell am I going to explain this???? Jeez... before I was even able to explain that much she ran off, and I yelled at the girl. "SERIOUSLY???? You don't go kissing guys randomly!! What if your crush wasn't me??? What if he was a perv who prayed on girls??? What if he had abusive tendencies and hurt you???? WHAT IF HE HAD A GIRLFRIEND AND NOW THEY MIGHT BREAK UP????"

"You- I- that was y-your girlfriend??" The girl said in fear... she never, no one ever saw this side of Oikawa.

SECOND PERSON POV

He ran out to find you but only found Iwazumi, "what the hell dude?? You said you love her but you cheat????!"

"No I didn't!"

"Then why were you locking lips with some chick in the music room??!"

"SHE KISSED ME! I didn't even realize what was happening until (y/n) was already in the room! I pushed her off but I guess (y/n) couldn't tell!"

"You- well shit.."

"What.."

"She wants nothing to do with you right now... go to her house and force her to listen, it's the only way"

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