Haikyuu x reader one shots

Oikawa x Depressed!Reader (angst)

⚠️⚠️⚠️WARNING⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️: THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS DEPRESSION/SUICIDE/SELF-HARM/ETC. IF YOU ARE NOT COMFORTABLE WITH IT SKIP THIS ONE!!⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️♻️

today drained you. lately youve been out of shape. and oikawa sensed it. your family resently left you and moved out of state after your older sister died. she was everything you had but you lost her. It hurt, so badly. Everything drained out of you. You hadn't eaten in months. You only ate one bowl of Cheerios and some water a day. And some days you wouldn't eat at all. You didn't see a point in it, it was just something you had to do. But you were too tired. All night you'd stay up crying about your sister. Alone. Again. You felt hopeless again.

Tonight was the same. You picked up a blade you found in your nightstand drawer. You slowly cut your wrists. Not enough to the point were you'll die, but we're it inflicts enough pain to distract you from the pain in your heart. You repeat this until you hear a *Ding~* from your phone. "Oikawa..?" You say to yourself. He was the only person with a normal ring tone in your phone.  You panic and pick up the phone.
Babe- "Hey...bunny. You've been distant lately. Are you okay?"
You- "yeah I'm fine.."
Babe- "that's your biggest lie.. talk to me bunny. I just want to help"
You- "please.. I-I just can't. Not now"
You waiting. And panicked to send one more text.
You- "I'm sorry babe... I love you.."
Babe-" wait.. WAIT- IM IN MY WAY NOW PLEASE WAIT!!"
You didn't even check your phone. You assumed it was a 'I love you' or 'your okay, goodnight'. So that's why you didn't expect him to show up.

Oikawa s POV

He stared at the text in his phone. Not realizing the words she just said. But why. Why now of all times. When the realization his him he rushed to her house. "BABE IM HERE! OPEN THE DOOR PLEASE!!" He begged. He couldn't lose you too.
After a couple minutes of him knocking and yelling you slowly open the door. You were so tired you couldn't even cover up. Your pale skinny arms were open showing off the cuts that were there. Fresh and scarred ones. Oikawa stares at you. Not really knowing why. He quickly lifts up your shirt to see the rib cage nearly poping out of your skin. He looks at you with sincerity in his eyes. "(Y/n)... are you-"

You barely let him finish before collapsing onto the ground in tears. He carried you to your room and held you as you fell asleep in tears. You weren't alone anymore. It still hurt, and badly too.
But you knew now there was a chance, and it could get better. Because through out all the darkness you were surrounded with over the past months. You finally saw a shred of light. And it came off of Oikawa tooru. The love of your life.

Hey guys! I'm going to write another angst in a couple seconds. I'm not in the best head space and writing kinda helps so be prepared for more angstier angst! 🤪😘