Actor Imagines: Thomas Brodie Sangster Book 2

My Last Secret

I sat on the sofa in our little workroom, well it was his workroom when I first moved in now turned into both our workrooms even if now it's mostly just a sofa and a bookcase as we had packed most things away into boxes with the idea of turning it into a guest bedroom, Or a nursey. 

I sat reading my magazines looking at all the pretty dresses and cakes. 

"Hey, Y/n... you busy?" Thomas as he leaned on the doorframe in his tight blue pants and his yellow Star wars canteen shirt his arms crossed over his chest and his hair a little puffy where he clearly just got done drying it from his bath 

"I'm not busy thomas" I smiled "Ohh shut your eyes!" I told him as I jumped up quickly hiding my dress back in its bag 

"hiding it before he could see it"

"Y/n. really? in this day and age, you still think I can't even get a glimpse of your dress?" 

"Yep" I giggled giving him a kiss 

"Alright, can I look now?" He asks 

"You can look thomas" I smiled "What is it you wanted?"

"I uhh... I need to uh talk to you about something" he says 

"is something wrong thomas?"

"It's hard to explain," he says taking my hand and sitting with me on the sofa "sorry y/n its not the easiest thing to say"

"Is something wrong? is something wrong with the wedding?" I asked

"Oh, no no nothings wrong with the wedding y/n" He reassured kissing my head 

"well then Thomas, what's wrong?" I asked 

"You know how when we got engaged I promised to tell you....everything?"

"Well yes" I nodded 

"And I have told you everything... well almost everything," He says

"Almost?" I asked 

"Almost, My Last Secret..." He says 

"Well, what is it?" I asked 

"Look You remember when I had that kinda weird time not long before we met were just wasn't really working for a while?"

"Yeah" I nodded 

"I wasn't exactly not working... I did a Uhhh I film I'm not proud off." he says "and I think before we get married I should tell you about it, just so I don't feel like a dick, and so you know something knowone else does" 

"Thomas, what's going on please explain" 

"Look... y/n I don't know how to explain so I'm just going to tell you" he sighed "I did a porno" 

"What?" I asked in shock

"It was a weird time, I didn't have any work the only place that would take me was this little studio down in kent" he explained "and when I got there and they explained what the shoot was, I didn't want to at first but... I was out of money, I was bored, and... honestly the fact I hadn't been with anyone for over a year and those girls uhh as you can imagine" He says 

"Ohh really?" I smirked

"I hadn't met you, don't look at me like that," he says 

"where is it?" I asked,

"where's what?" 

"The film thomas"

"I don't have a copy of it," he said

"Liar" I laughed "Thomas I don't care, It was very nice that you told me" I smiled giving him a kiss "But seriously thomas where is it?"

"Burnt to a disc and hidden in the box under our bed" he blushed 

"Come on," I laughed grabbing his hand and tugging him towards our room

"What are we doing?"

"We're watching it" I smiled

"why?"

"I'm curious," I giggled "plus it might give me some ideas for the honeymoon"