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*TW- sexual assault*

other people had it worse
it doesn't count
I said it's okay
which means I did not say no
which means I do not count
I need to stop acting so pitiful
I am disgusting
stop acting as if he did anything wrong
he did not hurt you that bad
it's your fault for not saying anything
why didn't you say anything
you could've said something
you did this to yourself
you could've screamed
woken up your cousin
woken up your parents
you could've told someone
why didn't you tell someone
it's all your fault
why didn't you say something
why
why
why

-intrusive thoughts at 12 am

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