❝ light it up! better dodge the cops,
and i'll never get sick
of playing with your locks,
i-i miss you lots, i-i miss you lots !❞
in which : two lovers stick together until the very end.
- ( dazai osamu x fem! anime oc )
𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙩𝙪𝙨 : FINISHED...
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❝ i remember ❞
˚ ༘ 行動する┊ 𝘈𝘊𝘛 𝘖𝘕𝘌...
→˚₊·🎐 ੭*
EMI STAYS SILENT AS dazai awaits at least some words about the question he just asked, his feelings a mess of nerves "yeah okay" she speaks softly, squeezing his arm and closing her eyes slowly "just for you, just for oda" she speaks again and dazai frowns and shakes his head "emi do it for yourself" he says and the female raises her head from his arm and she looks up at him "i want this dazai; i want to forgive you and i want to try at helping people instead of killing them, i want that and so does oda. it's all i can do for him." she speaks her eyes focusing on the male's expression and he smiles softly.
"mori is gonna kill me for taking his undercover assassin and agent." the brunette haired male smirks and emi lets go of a light chuckle "what about jade and chuuya?" she asks, looking towards her brother's grave "nothing's going to force them to join the agency and that's for sure" dazai says and emi nods slowly "i want to stay with you for tonight, i'll talk to jade in the morning while i'm packing my clothes, i won't be safe living with her." emi explains "you can move in with me" dazai smiles slightly and looks down at her "fuck you" emi chuckles and grabs her heels off the floor and she adjusts the jacket upon her shoulders "lets go" she says, stealing one more glance at the grave in front of them before walking down the stairs, dazai follows slowly behind, his hands in the pocket of his trousers.
the male opens his apartment door after half an hour of walking. the blonde female welcomes herself, ditching her heels near the door but keeping the jacket upon her jacket and she stands in the middle of the living room, she looks at the amount of glass alcohol bottles and bandages which laid on the small coffee table "i'm not living here till you clean up" she mutters and sits down on the couch, wrapping the jacket around her and bringing her exposed legs to her chest "go to my bed" dazai speaks as he slips off his shoes and starts to unbutton his vest.
emi looks up at him, admiring the male's state, she slips the jacket off her shoulders as she stands up, slowly making her way to the male, the girl wraps her hand around the tie the male wore around his neck and undoes it, gently taking it off his neck as the male slips off his vest. the girl places the tie on the table besides her and she starts to undo the buttons on his shirt, the male sighs a content sigh and looks down at the girl, her messy bun was now more of a pony tail and her bangs now again framed her face, her dress was ripped and the skin below her knees was exposed.
"i use to help you take your uniform off when you hurt your arm back in the mafia" she smiles softly as she speaks, dazai sends her a soft smile "i remember" he answers back to her statement and she slowly slips the shirt off him, exposing his stomach and bandaged up chest, she keeps quiet as her hand rest on his chest, fiddling with a piece of bandage that hangs loose "emi i-" the raven haired boy gets cut off by the girl letting go of a sob, his hazel eyes slowly widen "dazai i- fucking hate you" she chokes out and dazai bites the inside of his cheek as he watches the tears slip down her cheeks "you left me when i needed you the most and i hate you so much for that" she punches his chest lightly, causing an ache to cause in the area "emi-" he starts again but the blonde cuts him off "i want to forgive you, i want you to love me again, dazai fuck i've loved you since we were 15?! god damn 15! i'm now 22! i've loved you for years and i don't think i'll ever stop, no matter what" she cries into his chest, making the bandage stick to his skin more, the male's eyes widen, as he stares out of the window at the moon and stars. at the dark blue sky that reminds him so much of her eyes when she's mad.
the male lays his hands on her cheek and brings her chin up, exposing her flushed face to him, her cheeks were stained with tears and flushed from the heat. the male brings her in closer, him leaning in and emi's eyes widen as she feels his lips against hers in a soft passionate kiss from the male. her racing thoughts stop for a minute, her body freezes for a minute, her emotions pour out in the form of tears and a hard kiss back to the male, closing her eyes hard as the male holds her, their lips pressing against each other like they were meant to be, their bodies fit together like a puzzle piece, the male deepens the kiss and the girl wraps her arms around his neck, her fingers fiddling with the hair on the back of his neck, the male was gentle as he picks her up, her legs wrapping around his waist as he presses the blonde against the nearest wall, his lips moving to her neck, they stop there as the pair breath heavily, emi holding a tight grip onto the back of his head and her legs tightly wrapped around his waist. "fuck you, i love you" she chokes out, her chest raising slowly and dazai's eyes widen, and his heart flutters and the butterflies in his stomach go insane as he places a soft kiss on her neck, the girl letting go of a content sigh, "i love you" dazai mumbles as he placed numerous kisses along her collar bone and neck, leaving light red spots to make her complain the next morning, the female let a soft moan leave her slightly dry lips as he places a final kiss on the space between her collar bone and shoulder.
