❝ light it up! better dodge the cops,
and i'll never get sick
of playing with your locks,
i-i miss you lots, i-i miss you lots !❞
in which : two lovers stick together until the very end.
- ( dazai osamu x fem! anime oc )
𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙩𝙪𝙨 : FINISHED...
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❝ odasaku please... ❞
˚ ༘ 第2幕 ┊ 𝘈𝘊𝘛 𝘛𝘞𝘖...
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[ this chapter is a dream about a couple of months before odasaku's death ]
EMI WATCHES HER BROTHER carefully as he talks to the children, a small smile over the blonde's face as she sits on one of the beds, her usual mafia attire on, which was some black tailored trousers, a suit jacket sitting on her shoulders, a white button up dress shirt and a green penitent on her bolo tie, a penitent she was gifted from odasaku himself on her 16th birthday three years ago, a bandage around her right hand from a mission and a bandage patch on her cheek, again from her last mission.
"emi! come play dolls with me!" a girly childish voice says, snapping emi out of her thoughts and she hums in response "alright, let's play with your dolls!" the blonde haired says with an excited tone, always loving children since she was younger, the blonde slips her suit jacket off her shoulders and placed it on the bed, standing up during that action.
an hour later and the two were leaving, bidding their good nights as they leave the small building attached to the curry shop, a small sigh leaving emi's lips as she places her suit jacket back on her shoulders, pulling her blonde hair out from underneath it and throwing it over her shoulder.
"how's the rib?" odasaku asks his sister gently as the pair start to walk down the street towards their own home "achy, but i'll be fine," emi reassures her brother with a small smile as she looks over at him, their eyes making contact, "odasaku-"
the female's words got cut off as she found herself in a building, odasaku gone from her side, the female feeling a pit began to develop in her stomach as she realised the location she was at.
"odasaku?!" the female was met with silence, causing her to look around in panic "oda?!" the female says, her head snapping to the side as she hears a loud gunshot, her ocean orbs widening as she watches her brother fall to the ground "odasaku!" she yells loudly, her eyes filling with tears as she runs to him, catching his body just in time "odasaku please...." she chokes out, holding her brother's body close.
"he deserved that, and you deserve to die too," a voice says from besides her, causing her tear filled eyes to widen "huh-" she turns and is met with a brown pair of orbs "dazai..." she mutters out, her hands starting to shake as the brunette male held a gun to her head, his eyes empty as he looks into her blue orbs "it's your fault he's dead. it's all your fault that he's gone. it's your fault jade's dead. you had a chance to save her," he says, loud and clear, causing emi's heart to ache "dazai-"
BANG!
BANG!
the female's eyes snap open, her breath quivering as she let go of a sob, throwing her hand over her mouth as she holds in the tears in her eyes, "emi?" a soft tired voice mutters out from besides her, her shaking figure waking up the male besides her "emi?- why are you crying?" dazai asks as he raises his upper body off the bed, his eyebrows frowning as he looks at his blue eyed lover.
"emi,.." he mutters out, listening to her sobs as he sat up, pulling her shaking body up to his and embracing her in a warm tight hug which caused the girl to let go of a quivering sigh "it's okay emi," he whispers in her ear as he gently rubs her back, the female gripping onto his shirt as she sobbed, the sobs shaking her whole body and making dazai's heart ache, his eyes on a painting on the bedroom wall, a sigh slipping past his chapped lips as he closed his eyes, leaning down and placing a kiss on top of her head, leaning his chin on it as she gripped onto him, for support, for reassurance, so she didn't just break in two.
"odasaku, he-" the female cuts herself with another sob, the name alone brining tears into her eyes and an ache onto dazai's heart "it's alright emi, you don't have to tell me now," the brunette responses, his lips once placing a peck on her forehead.
one thought in his mind. he knew the blonde haired wanted to kill fyodor and nothing could stop her, she wanted revenge for her long term friend, just like dazai did for odasaku.
"i'll never get sick of playing with your locks," he says in a gentle tone, causing emi to stop her sobs as he twirls a strand of her blonde hair around his pointer finger. a shaking sigh leaving emi's lips as she pulls herself off the boy, placing her hand on his cheek as the pair looked into each other's eyes.
